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Shoe23 (profile) wrote,
on 1-10-2005 at 8:45pm
You know what? FUCK IT

..i'm tired of explaining my position, maybe someday you'll understand it for yourself..


If anything, I didn't need that from you.. you know I didn't mean it like that. If you seriously believe i'm like that, i'm sorry that i've ever tried to care. If you don't understand where i'm coming from, no one else will. You've sat with me while I was dealing with the shit I used to do.. I just don't want that back. I thought you would understand.
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godessalthena

01-10-05 10:27pm

i'm sorry... i'm sure you'll find someone who can understand you...

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livingdeadgirl13

im sorry, 01-10-05 11:55pm

I didnt mean for it to come out like that.. I didnt mean to sound harsh towards you.. there is no reason why i should have done that...and you have a right to be mad at me or hate me...but some shit was going on at the moment and i just couldnt take it anymore and i wanted to scream and hate something.. but i never ment to take it out on you.. expecially sence you had a horrible day.. god amber im soo sorry.. i really am.. its just that when chris had his heart attack today.. i lost it.. i really did.. because i was the only one that could do something.. and i didnt know what todo.. and that made things worse.. and i felt stupid.. and then when they took him away and i was left here.. i hated myself for freaking out..i helped no one.. and i hurt you.. im sorry..

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