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simplywicked (profile) wrote,
on 1-10-2005 at 7:02pm
Current mood: flirty
w00t! I'm back... for now... Yeah, so i got grounded for the whole new years eve fiasco.. that sucked. But now my science grade is a C so its cool. Last week sucked. I felt very... ditched and lonley. But today has been better.
SCRATCH THAT
Dannys on... He cant come this summer
SilentXEternally: wanna hear so even shittier news
shpadoinklebunny: umm... ok
SilentXEternally: im not coming this summer either
shpadoinklebunny: what?!?!?!?!?!?!?
SilentXEternally: yea i have to get a job and stuff
shpadoinklebunny: get one here
shpadoinklebunny: !!
SilentXEternally: i cant cuz i live here
SilentXEternally: its a residency issue
shpadoinklebunny: bull shit, you could still get one here
SilentXEternally: and i cant work for a month and quit my job
shpadoinklebunny: yes you can.
shpadoinklebunny: so your not coming at all?
SilentXEternally: if i do it would only be like 2 or 3 days
SilentXEternally: but i doubt i will
shpadoinklebunny: oh
SilentXEternally: cuz i have to juggle summer school, work, band, and guitar lessons
SilentXEternally: and college prep
SilentXEternally: im taking SATs this summer as well and im gonna look for scholarships
shpadoinklebunny: danny..
shpadoinklebunny: i think maybe it would be better if we didnt talk anymore
SilentXEternally: ?
shpadoinklebunny: its too hard for me. I live you still and its pretty obvious that im just the girl you get action with when your here. I can't handle it. If i dont mean anything to you... why try?
SilentXEternally: well i wasnt looking for any relationship actually, i just figure we were friends, and i get action with pretty much every one so w/e
shpadoinklebunny: so i really dont mean anything to you?
SilentXEternally: i didnt say that i said we are friends, how could we be more then that, i live across the state, i have at least 10 females that want my nuts at all times, its hard for me to have any sort of serious relationship with any one
shpadoinklebunny: im not asking for a relationship!
SilentXEternally: and in all seriousness, my heart belongs to some one else
SilentXEternally: i just havent settled down enough yet
shpadoinklebunny: good bye danny.

and so it ends...
omg.

omg omg omg

i meant nothing to him
i loved him and i meant nothing to him.

omg im so fucking stupid
omg
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firefromash

01-10-05 11:21pm

omg, I feel so bad for you. omfg, are you okay?omg, I don't know what to say about this, I love you nora! I hope that means something.

what an ass hole, he could have fucking told you this before. if you don't think he's an ass hole, I really fucking do. If he doens't love you as you do him, then the fuck with him, omg I feel so bad for you... I'll talk to you at school..much love.


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firefromash

Re:, 01-10-05 11:24pm

sry for all the 'omg's, I just don't know what to thi nk, except that. YOU'RE NOT STUPID, it wasn't your fault in any way. It was his problem he didn't tell. He didn't have the balls to tell you.

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Anonymous

Kim, 01-10-05 11:47pm

Hey nora, i just wanted to send my apology to you. i cant image how much it hurts,so i wont say i completly understand. if you ever want to talk, know that im always here.

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shalee

01-11-05 6:30pm

I wish there was something I could do to make this better, but I know I cant.

This is a different kind of pain.

Just know that I know how it feels, and I'm always here for you. I'm aware that I cant stop you from ....... but please dont do too much damage.

I love you Nora.

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firefromash

Re:, 01-11-05 6:36pm

yes, I'm always here too nora, even if there's nothing I can give to help, you have my love.

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Anonymous

its anya, 01-11-05 9:40pm

i wish you would talk to me more... i see you at school and...you avoid me? i don't know, maybe we both think we're avoiding each other. cuz i'm not avoiding you. i don't have a way with words like tori or someone else does, but i really love you...and you mean a lot to me, and when ur sad, it makes me sad....(ya i really am bad with words) and i know that you probably have other people to talk to other than me, but it would make ME feel good if you came and talked to me once in a while...it makes me feel awful to see you walking around with that look on your face..idk what to do... and danny...he's...wow, i don't even know what to say! well, i do, but as you know, its all bad. please talk to me tomorrow i heart you to death :D

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Anonymous

soph, 01-11-05 10:53pm

OmG Danny that BASTARD!!! I will fuck him up if I ever see him! Well... I can't fuck anyone up, but I can get Matt or Sam to do it for me!! I love you babe, you are so much better than that dumb-fuck.

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Anonymous

its gabe, 01-11-05 11:31pm

hey nora, that really sucks. I am sorry. danny is seriously an asshole for doing that. I hope you feel better sooner or later. its not your fault though, you're not the stupid one. he is. he is just a stupid jackass. I hope you're ok.

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