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| blackecho101 (profile) wrote, on 1-12-2005 at 6:23pm | |
| Music: Evanescence - Lies Subject: yeah, as u can tell, im pissed |
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| well not so much pissed anymore, but it could be easyly stured up once again, its kind of wierd how my brain works... who here thinks that you only have a 50% chance of waking up tomarow morning... anyways, i have people wondering how i can live like i do, in the pure hell that i live in, and not have anyone to fall back on. i wish people could understand, as long as i dont have someone to call my own, i dont have somone that is 'my own' who can get snatched away, sure, i have a girlfriend and i would like our relationship to be better, but i dont want all my life revolveing around one thing, such as a girlfriend, because if somthing fucks up like its done in the past... ther goes my life, if it wasent for me putting my life around one thing i wouldnt do the shit i do... weed, drink, cut, everything i do revolves around wanting and longing for that... but i cant take that risk, not now at least... please... wait for me, im just not ready yet. | |
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xsilentxsuicidex | 01-13-05 7:28am The chance that you live is bigger than the chance that you die every night. Although, I do see where the whole 50% thing is coming from.
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