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PhoenixNaito (profile) wrote,
on 1-16-2005 at 6:24pm
Current mood: amused
I have issues I realize this but I have suddenly shoved myself into a happy mood again. Mainly because I'm amusing myself with my decisive reactions to whatever the cardiologist might say tomorrow.
If I'm going to die shortly, I'm going to do something stupid and dangerous. If I dont have -that- long to live but it's not really soon. I'm going to enjoy it in peace. If I am going to live a semi-healthy but longer life, I'll be somewhat pissed because then my shot at the Air Force is shit. But I'll be happy that I'm still here. If this was all just a sudden thing and I'll end up living a healthy long life, then...I don't know. Laugh at all of those who wished I would die....haha fuckers! I'm still here! Then if it requires surgery I'll be pissed because I'll be split open like a freaking steamed crab!


I'm going back to listening to Adams songs...and thinking about Adam and Bo. Have a nice day...again.
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xSwtLilAngel666x

01-16-05 8:37pm

I don't want you to die =[;

Love you <3

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PhoenixNaito

Re:, 01-16-05 8:41pm

Don't worry, I won't. For you, I'll live even longer.
:)
<3

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ChaosDecrepit

-, 01-16-05 11:29pm

Err. I don't really know you but, don't die. :(

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phoenixnaito

Re: -, 01-17-05 6:50pm

Not a problem.
:)

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