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| upchuck (profile) wrote, on 1-17-2005 at 12:31am | |
| When you find something out that has already happened, why do you always think of a way to make up for it now? So I found somethings out tonight. Things that border on the edge of me losing this precious balance of contentment that I hold. Things that would actually cause me to cry myself to sleep. I don't know if they don't understand this about me, or that I'm just part of a bigger world which tells them the way I feel is not possible. When I tell someone that I love them I mean that. My love knows no bounds, and it's not conditional. That's why I fought it for so long the first time. Because of what I knew it would mean. But they don't understand. They don't understand the depth, the connection. There is very little that I wouldn't do for either of them if they asked. These tears sting. |
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Brianna | 01-17-05 2:08am Charlie, I'm so sorry. I wish I could somehow hug you and tell you that everything will be alright and tell you those words everyone says but no one wants to hear. "That which doesn't kill us only makes us stronger." It's true, but it hurts so badly in the meantime. I wish I could be there to be the friend you needed tonight. Wishing does nothing, but I still can't help it. The thing I wish upon a star tonight is to talk to you and make you smile again and to assure you that this is all part of God's plan. I love you.
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