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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0 (profile) wrote,
on 1-17-2005 at 1:08am
Current mood: Philosophically depressed
Music: None
Subject: Happy Martin Luther King Jr. Day
Hey.. It's been a while, hasn't it?

I guess I'll start off by apologizing.

I'm sorry Ducky for killing any plans.
I'm sorry Keith for hanging up on you repeatedly.
I'm sorry Naomi for not going to the movies with you.. or having you stay longer.. or sleep at your house.
I'm sorry Jade that I didn't go to your house, even though you really wanted to see me.
I'm sorry Kristen Joyce for not going to the movies, even though you were genderly outnumbered.
I'm sorry for everything I haven't said sorry for.

And now for what seemed to hurt this weekend.

Not being told that everyone was together hurt my feelings.
My mom seemed to keep putting me down, which hurt my feelings.
I hate myself, and that hurts my feelings.
I wish I wasn't so stupid, it hurts my feelings.
I wish I wasn't human, maybe I wouldn't hurt my feelings.
Machinery is so perfect, and it hurts my feelings.

I've come to a verdict.

Humans will become machines easily.

Mortality will succumb to the metallic perfection of a quick modem.

The homosapien race as we know it has been doomed from creation, prolonged only by the things that cause our deaths daily.

Oh, how hypocritical and bittersweet life can be.

<3

"I know, but I can't get out of the shower."

P.S. I've finished 3 pages in the scrapbook, Naomi ^^ Aren't you proud!?
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Anonymous

01-17-05 1:31am

o.O
Don't be sorry, I did it to you too lol

~keith

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

Re:, 01-17-05 1:35am

You had every right.

<3

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Anonymous

^^, 01-17-05 1:37pm

Its totally okay Em. I had so much fun hangin' out with you and being stupid with ya!

Yay! 3 pages covered, WoOt WoOt!!

I wish you didnt feel so bad about everything, we all luurves ya sho much Em, and we couldnt be mad if we tried.

It okay if i could have stayed longer, i had fun while i was there.
We always have next weekend for you to sleep at meh house
AWESUME job with the scrapbook so far!
Its totally fine if we couldnt go to the movies, you had family over, and it was already almost time for meh mum to bring me home anywayz...
we can always seen za movie next weekend, lovey so no worries!

I am also not really happy that you and I were left out from the group activites that the others were apparently doing...so dun worry, were together in that one...

^_^ Lots of luurves lovey!
Talk to you laterz

Naomi<3

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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

Re: ^^, 01-17-05 4:46pm

I love you, Naomi ^^

~huggles~

<3


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Anonymous

Re: Re: ^^, 01-17-05 7:52pm

I luurves you too, lovey

^_^
Naomi , the InSaNe
*eye twitches*

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Anonymous

01-17-05 6:08pm

Is something wrong? I feel concerned. I used to feel that way whenever I talk to my mom about things. She puts me down like she thinks its the truth. Anyways, I can help if you need it. And why do you have to be sad?! There are people who call you 247! I sure wish I was like you Em. I don't see where you are getting depressed. Everyone cares about you, they all want to be with you and be like you! I'm sorry I just don't see why your sad. Don't keep all those hormones to ya Em. The past is the past so get over it! ^-^ I sill love ya if anything happens!

~Jenn aka that girl (that exists once again)

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Anonymous

Re:, 01-17-05 7:55pm

whoa Jenn....*eye twitches*
interesting speach....give me your AOL instant messenger, or Yahoo! Messenger and we can chat if you feel depressed, lovey *says like pirate*

my AOL IM is ''NaomiCote@mac.com'' ..including the @mac.com , part...

my Yahoo! IM is ''Legolas_Greenleafs_Wife_Forever''


talk to ya laterz Jenn!

<3

Naomi, the InSaNe
^_^

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Anonymous

Re: Re:, 01-17-05 9:52pm

I'm not depressed!! I'm just concerned for Emily is all! I just seriously don't see how shes all depressed..anyways, I have many screen names so my main one(and only one I can get on at the moment) is VMaiwindv@aol.com (dun have to have aol.com part unless its e-mail or something) My yahoo is wildcatichigo I won't be on that one unless I'm on my mom's screenname and signed in.

~Jenn

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