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KTHPKC (profile) wrote,
on 2-2-2003 at 1:24pm
Current mood: Moodlike
Subject: deep thinking (fer meh)
Dear Die-ary,
"What does it feel like to love and be loved? What is it like to become one in mind, body, and soul?..." Rei from Chicago.
How does it feel to have a boyfriend? I've always wondered that, and now one of my best friends has one. He's nice and a gentleman, and he behaves himself. But what does she feel? What does she feel when she knows that she doesn't have to keep it in the dark that she likes him?
Another thing, why do people in america hate each other? In germany, a person w/ a mohawk and piercings everywhere can talk w/ a little old lady on the subway. But in america people would shun him/her, and they'd stare at them. Why are people like that? Friends i used to have now avoid meh just because i dress different and act different. I'm the same person, just look at my soul! Just because i'm wearing spikes and chains instead of dresses and wild flowers doesn't mean that i'm not meh! Ugh! stupid americans!
One of my friends has a dad who might die. I'm not her best friend, not her closest buddy. but i want to help her in her time of trouble. Why do people have to be sad? If j00 die, j00 go to heaven (if j00r a christian i suppose), and j00'll be happy. I don't like being sad, it makes meh want to cry.
As i sit here, cuddling my inu yasha plushi and contemplating all these things, i realize that i don't need a boyfriend, i don't need to worry what people think about meh, and i don't have to be sad to be happy. I have life by the tail, and i won't let go.
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Angel_Bob

02-02-03 2:03pm

|<4713, 7|-|47'5 |)33p!

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Angel_Bob

02-02-03 2:06pm

|<4713, 7|-|47'5 |)33p!

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kuso_dude

Re:, 02-02-03 2:34pm

go for the beer boo, go for the beer. Raaaaassk!!!

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starstruck

I know what its like..., 02-02-03 4:55pm

It's really nuthin special to have a bf. You're exactly the same, but its less lonely...Sometimes...Lol. Although at my school its a huge thing (ugh). You're right tho, Americans are dumb and who cares what they think :P Good to know you understand that and wouldn't change yourself just to live up to their standards, I wouldn't either ^-^

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