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| kreyz (profile) wrote, on 1-17-2005 at 10:34pm | |
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| Today was the D-Day, and it was to happen right after I got out of work. I guess I should talk about whats happened over the weekend. Shit started like this; Jenny wanted to come over, so she did. She wanted to spend the night, even though Mary didn't wanted her to, but she did. I didn't have any beef with this, even though Mary did. I know that, now. Jenny stayed over from saturday to sunday, upon me. She also wanted to stay over Sunday to Monday, upon Thomas. The whole time, tho, it was pretty much for Trevor. Thats how I saw it... Thats how everyone saw it at my house. And everything was cool. But one problem was when I was trying to set shit up with Mary to talk to her about our problems. She had asked if Jenny was there, and I lied... I lied because I was sick of our fighting and I didn't want to get into another fight. That was wrong on my part. Well, Mary and I finally got together to talk about stuff, and it was pretty much blunt. I asked her if she would like to start, and she suggested that I did. I told her that I didn't want her to be mad or to hate me, but I thought that it was in our best interests if we broke up. She told me she was thinking the same thing. but I said it would be good to take a break and work on our friendship more. By this time, we shared a moment of tears and hugging. That was the first time ever that she had seen me cry. The thing is that both her and I are sick and tired of the fighting. We fight too much about dumb stuff, and We don't want to fight anymore. So right now, we are friends, and I have to say that I think that our friendship will go well... I hope that this is merely temporary and that we could possibly be back together within a few months... I hope sometime by her Prom, because I think that this year, I would hope to not make myself look like a freek like I did last year. I had her rubber band my hair when it was dyed black, and I painted my face. Hey, I thought I looked fresh as hell, so fuck all yall. I know that there are a select few friends that will not like my decision, but the thing is that its MY decision. I love her very much, and I would like to be with her for the rest of my life, but I believe that before, things were just blown way too out of proportion. We decided that if things go down, we are leaving our friends out of it. That could have been a problem to begin with. And there are a few things that I have to work on. Mainly one is that I need to bring back my ability of Spontainuity... WAFFLE KAKEZ!!!! And We will be helping eachother along the way. So, in the end, I hope that alls well, and that i've made the right decision. And I never got my hat back... I want my hat back... |
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deathstalka | 01-18-05 1:55pm actually, i think that sounds like an excellent decision. you gotta do what you gotta do man. and hell, at least it didn't seem to turn out like it did with me and the whore-slut lol |
kreyz | Whore-Slut, 01-18-05 4:26pm I know what you mean, man... well of course I do... Whore-slut was consumed by the same dickface that consumed my first pussy... |