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greyXmatter (profile) wrote,
on 1-19-2005 at 6:11pm
Current mood: okay
Music: [Bruce Springsteen] - [Tenth Avenue Freeze Out]
This entry may just anger a few people, make a few people feel loved, and I guess suprise a few. Whatevah. Know that I love you all. <3

I guess some people are confused?
Lol, trust me, I am too.

Brandon is just... an I wish. He's just something pretty to look at. I like seeing how he interacts with people and how he puts himself out. Sometimes it bothers me though, like I said before, about how he's so intelligent and such. I think he's a really nice and accepting kid and it suprises me, because looking at him and listening to him before actually talking to and knowing him, you'd think he was a total dick. That just kind of interests me. I wish there were more guys like him. He's just something special, I don't know. I hope he finds a girl who is just as intriguing and neat as he is. What a great kid. Cutie, too.

Dan... oh my Daniel. =] What can I say... He's beautiful. :) Everything about him. I love talking to him and being around him and such. He's just an excellent person to be friends with. ..Enough that I'm trying to keep myself for having romantic feelings for him because he's so special and I love him a lot. I love joking with him, and I love that he can be serious too, and I trust him a whole lot. I don't know, he just sent really good vibes out to me when we first starting talking again, I've never had any doubts about him. What a great friend. =] Even though I want him really bad. :GASP!: Love you kiddo. =D

Josh. My baby. I love him more than I've loved anyone in the entire world. I would do anything for that boy. I've never been able to trust anyone as much as I do him. Sometimes I'll do anything just to hear his voice. He's so reassuring and so understanding and I really love him for that. I love him so much. I know how annoying it is when people say "I don't know what I'd do without you!" but I really don't know what I'd do if he just got up and left me. I'm so lucky to have someone like him in my life. Sometimes I question wether or not if he really knows how much I love him, so I make sure to remind him often. He's more important to me than anyone in my life, behind my mom of course. I love how he knows exactly when to make me happy and exactly when I need a laugh. He reads my mind sometimes and it amazes me. Sometimes I feel like I'd almost want someone like that as a boyfriend type, but I'd be too afraid to lose what we have right now. If we wen't downhill by an inch, I'd be lost. I love it where we are and I love just being with him and talking with him all the time. I love you. <3 =]
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Anonymous

DAAAAANNNN, 01-19-05 6:35pm

haha ANNND THE WINNER IS.......? :-P

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greyXmatter

Re: DAAAAANNNN, 01-19-05 6:37pm

OMG WINNER? WE WIN A PRIZE? HOLYSHITHOWCOOL!!? WHO WON WHAT?

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