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| kandy (profile) wrote, on 1-19-2005 at 7:15pm | |
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| Well josh and I have been fighting so much lately... it's horrible. I'm not sure what I'm going to do yet. I've been trying to talk to a couple people about it. he has a real temper and doesn't know the meaning of compromise. *sighs* my friend points out that i'm not as happy as i used to be... and it's true. I'm getting so sick of all the rules and all the shit i have to do or put up with. But in the same way I'm soo fucking scared to leave him. He's basically taken all my friends away from me. school and work are totally stressing me out... and not many people understand. Right now I just want to crawl under a rock and hide and like never return. Gosh everybody seems to get mad at me for little itty bitty things. no one is ever really happy with me. and i mean no one. not my parents or my boyfriend. i'm just not good enough anymore....ok forget this damn pity party... i'm leavin | |
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upchuck | 01-19-05 8:13pm Look, there are somethings that many of us who care about you know. First and foremost is that you are just plain scared to be alone. Don't be. It's really no that bad. Yeah, sure we all get lonely, but you can't be scared to leave because you will let too much just happen to you because you don't want it to end.
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stay_c | 01-20-05 8:31pm I'm going to make the same promise to you as I did for Drew. I will ALWAYS love you, I will ALWAYS be here for you, You will NEVER lose me. that's my ALWAYS, ALWAYS, NEVER promise. |
kandy | Re:, 02-14-06 9:12pm Promise Stacy? Even now? |