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| valoth (profile) wrote, on 1-19-2005 at 7:44pm | |
| You ever have those times, just moments, where you look from the outside in on yourself and you life? Well I seem to be having these alot. To be in all honesty, I hate what I see and who I am. I see so many things I could improve on or build but, by doing these things I would go outside my social norms. Im never really one to be doing things I cant control, or have some control in knowing whats going to happen. So I continue on with these things that are in many ways hurting me. When I look back on myself I see a pathetic red headed kid who cant just relax and be a normal person. I see someone who spends his life in front of a screen, whether its a tv or pc. I see no confidence, no emotion. Nothing. Just a husk of a person who could try to be more, but won't attempt to. I have no girl friend, I dont even think anyone would even want to be with me because of these problems. I hate what I see, and thats my point. Sounds emo'ish, eh? Well, thats too damned bad, I dont give a flying fuck about these assine categories people are put into. I am who I am, the get fuck over it. Im at least trying to... |
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Butterfly | 01-20-05 8:16pm Kell, babe don't be so hard on yourself. People usually aren't pleased with what they see when they take a step back and examine themselves, but it's alright. I love you so what else matters? lol no I'm just kidding...*clears my throat*...anyways. I seen another penis Kell. yay for Rachel!!
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valoth | Re:, 01-20-05 9:12pm I didnt need to know that last part but...ther isnt anything I can do now. |
Butterfly | Re: Re:, 01-20-05 10:06pm No? im sorry. lol |
| Anonymous | 01-23-05 11:57pm its never too late for anything kelly...NEVER |
liz | 01-24-05 12:39pm i also dont give a flying fuck about asinine categorization, but on a brighter note and one you probably dont care to hear in your state of self pity. your an awesome guy. your funny, and nice, your certainly not ugly, red hair equals sexy. and anyway who really cares what girls think anyway. we are stupid and shallow. i think your awesome and I am so glad we got to be friends. now pull your head out of your ass.
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