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| runningfreak (profile) wrote, on 1-19-2005 at 10:18pm | |
| Current mood: apathetic Music: Yellow Submarine Subject: What is a person to do when there is nothing left to do? |
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| I have tried to make the best of life by simply letting all problems roll off my back and letting go but lately that has been one of the toughest things that I have had to do. I tried to let go of the feeling of being wanted and the heartache that went along with that. I have tried to understand everything and force myself to believe that everything happens for a reason but if that is the case then what is the answer to everything that has happened? Is it just coincidence that I fell in love and then was dropped on my ass because I wasn't good enough or is it the fact that I simply am worhless to other people? What ever the reason maybe , I am not looking forward to the true outcome of things because it looks very grim. My heart is almost like being trapped behind iron bars and locked there witout any hope that it maybe free. Why did this have to happen again and why did it have to happen to me. Love has now become a word that is being thrown around loosely and nobody gives a damn what it means. I was in love once, despite who may have been. It just feels terrible when you can't let go and you want to so much. Sometimes its hard to even breathe but somehow I make it through with yet another day ahead of me. | |
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jessa_lynne | 01-20-05 10:28pm did you just say "most toughest"?
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