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| xsilentxsuicidex (profile) wrote, on 1-20-2005 at 5:16pm | |
| Current mood: Meh. Music: HIM- Bury Me Deep Inside Your Heart Subject: Exsistance is merely an illusion. |
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| ...It still hasn't quite set in that he's really not coming home. I mean, I didn't get to see him much as it was, but things will still be different. I don't know what's going to happen. I would like to try to make things work, because I love him. I think I may be being unrealistic with the thought of that. I guess I'll have to talk things over with him. He means so much to me... You guys have no idea. If Alex and Ben could make it, I think me and John could... That is, if he wants it... I went to school, and stayed for the whole day. I was proud of myself, although I was out of it pretty much the whole time... I've slept even less than before the past couple of nights. I had a really good dream... One of those dreams you don't want to end. Ever. I hate that feeling you get, whenever you wake up and realize you were only dreaming. *sigh* Life is just fucking grand. So everything is hazey, and I have no idea what is going to happen next. I'll just leave it to fate, I guess. |
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blackecho101 | 01-21-05 12:46am im so sorry things happened like this as soon as we got togeather, we will make it work, i know we can do it... i love you with all of my heart dana and nothing will ever change that, as soon as i get a cell phone youre cell phone will never stop ringing... i love you dana and you are the only girl for me right now, and i just want you to know i love you, if i havent made that clear enough allready, oh yeah, did i mention i love you? |