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| brownsugar (profile) wrote, on 1-26-2005 at 6:31pm | |
| Music: Skies so Blue- The Rocket Summer Subject: "life is like a variety bucket" |
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| I NEED A CHANGE.. FUCKING NOW!! haircut? New wardrobe? New shoes? New makeup? Plastic Surgery? Switch room with my brother? I think the hair cut.. or plastic surgery for my toes is most ideal. There are SO many things that confuse me about myself: Why is it that when I get an aisle seat in the airplane, I always insist on changing it to window seat even though I never quite appreciate the view? Why is it that when I order pepperoni pizza, I always peel off the toppings, give em to my brother and eat the pizza plain? Why is it that when I step on the scale and it shows 118lb, I declare the scale damaged instead of relishing in the fact that I've lost weight? Why do I always call everyone "loser" and can never think of any other come backs? Why can't I think of a good come back when some one verbally attacks me.. and then a few hours later a WONDERFUL comeback hits me but it's too late? Why do I hate insecure people, when I myself am insecure? Why do I love writing even though my handwriting sucks.. shouldn't I be demoralized by now after looking at that shitty handwriting for 15 years? Why a few hours before dinner I make sure to go downstairs every 15 minutes to get a random snack.. so by the time dinner rolls around I have to state "I'm not hungry" and I really am not hungry? Ofcourse I think.. oh great I don't eat dinner! Less fat obtained!! but I don't realized that unconciously I am gaining 100s of calories by 100s Why do I listen to sad sad romantic songs even though I know I am just being a pathetic hopeless romantic? Why do I welcome the snow when it is snowing but.. when the aftermath of the snow comes and I have to walk in it.. I hate the snow? and.. Why am I so addicted to writing on online journals??? |
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