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jacqui-chan (profile) wrote,
on 1-26-2005 at 7:17pm
Current mood: awake
Music: Hold On -G.C.
Subject: I love softball. I love it times 10!
So conditioning was super-fun tonight. I got to bat. It went okay. I even bunted... from the left and right! Bomb dig man. I was so excited that I could still do it. And with no problem. Slapping, however, is a different story. I way missed. I haven't even batted for a while though, I don't know why I expected to be able to do that the first day back.
I was playing catch with this freshmen and Charlie was standing behind me so that I would want to field the ball more, because I was kinda' getting lazy after a while. Anyway, then he told me to tell the other chick what she was doing wrong, which of course I didn't want to do since I mess up too. But I did, cuz he made me. She didn't listen. I told her like 3 times, but she just wouldn't listen. Finally she took a break so I played catch with Lauren. Kayla's dad was making sure we did everything perfectly. It was so weird. When I was playing with the freshy Jamie, Lauren, Charlie, Mr.Wagner and my dad were watching. It was a tad unnerving. But I suppose, it's the same in a game. I was just excited to be back over all.

Yea, school is not so fun. Chemistry was coolish. We just did our worksheet the whole hour. Tomorrow we're doing a lab. Easy week man. Jungkind rules! lol. So what if we don't actually learn anything.

Yep, I guess that's it for today. Talk to ya'll later. Love times 12 and a half.

-Jacqui Jean-
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upchuck

01-26-05 7:57pm

It wasn't meant to freak you out, it was meant to make you better.

Whether you realize it or not, those freshman will look up to you. It's important that you model the proper behavior for them. Next Larissa and Jamie, you have just as much experience as anyone else there, use it. You are capable. It all comes down to believing that you are capable. Believe you can teach, believe you can throw, believe you can hit, believe you can catch. That's what it comes down to.

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jacqui-chan

Re:, 01-26-05 8:01pm

I think it did make me better. I tried harder, at least. It just tends to freak me out when everybody's watching because I want to be good. I feel the need to prove myself to them. Plus I want to live up to Larissa. She's one of the best players we've got. So yea, that's why it was freaky. But you're right, it all comes down to believing in yourself and I can do that.

Gracias for the talk.

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