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silentcriez (profile) wrote,
on 1-26-2005 at 11:35pm
im not having a great day..

well i trudged through the snow with lizzy and pat to jimmis and hung out with them and dana and got happy

but now here i sit in the worst mood ever

i dont want to talk to anyone i feel like everyone is fake that everyone is oing to lie to me

i dont know what my problem is
and i dont know what to do

somebody really likes me.. and i like them i just dont know if im ready for something that requires so much expected from me

im crazy...

Well, I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it,
and I'm going to extremes to prove
I'm fine without you,
but in reality I'm slowly losing my mind
underneath the guise of a smile.
Gradually, I'm dying inside.

Friends ask me how I feel,
and I lie convincingly,
'cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering,
so I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night,
and turn down all the lights,
and then I break down and cry
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emmyd

01-27-05 2:34pm

Manda Girl-
omg i love you soo much, don't be sad, or mad.
i hope you know that you can always talk to me, i would never lie to you, ever!
definately, if u feel like you can't talk to anyone at school or anything, call me, im always here.

<33
emmy

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silentcriez

Re:, 01-27-05 9:26pm

i love you emmmyyyyyyyyyyyyy

dude call me!!!!!!!!!!!1

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krazykelc1

Re: Re:, 01-27-05 10:23pm

I <3 you

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silentcriez

Re: Re: Re:, 01-28-05 3:31pm

i <3 you toooooooooooooooooooo

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