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| xsilentxsuicidex (profile) wrote, on 1-30-2005 at 10:45am | |
| Current mood: ... Music: Sevendust- Broken Down Subject: Well it's love, make it hurt. |
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| I had some trouble getting to sleep last night. Like, worse than usual... I was just up, thinking... I hate when that happens. I really don't know when I'm going to get to see him, and I hate that. I miss him so much... I'm really glad that he's happy there, though. I'm starting to think I shouldn't do the things that make me happy. I've noticed, whenever I finally get something I want, it gets taken away... It really hurts.... Anyone who sees me wouldn't know that I'm unhappy... It's really hard to hide it, but I think I've mastered it pretty well. ...And this song is going to make me cry. I hate it. It's not even a good song. Rainy Days. Ugh. I hate being so fragile... Whenever I feel really down, I'm liable to break at any second... And I hate it. I was having a really good dream, but Carly came and woke me up. It's the worst feeling in the world... Waking up from a good dream.. I hate it. =/ ...But, I love John. |
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YAMIYUGI | 01-30-05 12:23pm You hate a lot of things huh? =)
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CallistoMoon | I <3 you~!, 01-30-05 8:16pm U.U Its ok Dana . .I love you. :) I'm a fragile teenager to . . .your not alone my dear . .<3333333
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blackecho101 | 01-30-05 9:46pm first off, id like to defend my old favorite song, that is so a good song... and yeah, i know the feeling of everything good being taken away, if i recall i said this would happen, and it did, and theres nothing eather of us can do about it. but dont fool urself, im not happy here, id MUCH rather be back down there if i didnt have to live with my asshole father... but whatever happens ill allways be here for you, and we will igo through this togeather, i love you so much and evan if im not there to show you, i hope u will allways know i really do love you... please make it through this, and please, dont be so pesimistic, think of all the good times were gona have next time we can see each other :D com'on, its not like it'll be forever, a few months at the most, we can live... i think ill go cry now, then maybe ill cry myself to sleep. sounds like a plan to me, i love you with all of my heart, and thats more than you love me :-p sweet dreams my love. |