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mushroomhead (profile) wrote,
on 1-30-2005 at 7:24pm
Current mood: aggravated
so what if i think everyones always against me, to tell you the truth..im not perfectly fine with the way i turned out. But i can't change the way i am, and i cant changed whats happened in the past..nothing is ment to be..its just my stupid actions that made me turn out like this. I hate the way i am...and i hate how everything has to suddenly make me feel like shit. Today was such a good day..until i got home and fucking came online and had to talk to ppl..and then it all makes me think.

and what i hate most of all is how fucking people are so fake. and i hate hipocrites and how i just wanna kill everyone sometimes. I hate natick and i cant wait to get the fuck out of here..yea i said it...drugs are the only way i can connect to ppl, its the only reason i hang out with people...cuz without them what the fuck would we do. and its pretty damn sad how much people realy on them. These years in high school are sopossed to be good...i mean they were..but then everything changed and i hate school...i ever hate my friends sometimes cuz i just hate how i feel wen im with them...and all these fucking crazy mixed up things go threw my head. and its all of the fucking shit i have to deal with that makes me fucking crazy....why cant i just find a true friend who i can actually talk to and fucking understand..who can relate to me and who DOESNT FUCKING LEAVE ME FOR FUCKING PEOPLE WHO FUCKING DONT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT THEM. w.e..


NOBODY WILL EVER NO ANYONE ELSE....
YOU WILL NEVER NO ME...AND I WILL NEVER NO YOU
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emmyd

01-31-05 2:35pm

:-(

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Anonymous

02-01-05 9:53pm

i fucking love you meggy twinks <3333333
i love you for ever
we are big ppl lol!!!
you can always count on me meg and ill listen to u
i love you meg , im ur friend

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