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swimfan14 (profile) wrote,
on 1-31-2005 at 5:42pm
here we go once again..

It never ends.

I'm only doing this for him and not you. I don't care about what you want and that it would be helpful for me to do this. I'm doing it all for him and I wish you could just know that and that I hate you more than you'll ever know.

Im just never going to be good enough for you am I?

What do you get out of asking me a stupid question like that? Names of people which isn't going to do you any good since you have no idea who they are anyways and you never will but okay w/e floats your boat then.

Maybe in this whole thing could you put some effort into this? maybe, just maybe. it might help a whole lot.

I hope you know that your actually not being here for me and making things better your just making them worse and your just leaving me hanging and making me cry..you cant just do this and you need to figure it all out because I cant take this anymore and my heart keeps breaking.

I always get my hopes up to soon just so people can break them. like you..i hope you read all this too and I know you will.

so thanks alot.

I just want to get away from this all..I really need to move away somewhere. Im going to try to find somewhere to go.
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Anonymous

01-31-05 9:52pm

your wish is my command.

-me

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swimfan14

Re:, 02-01-05 3:14pm

Whats my wish?

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