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| joeydomina (profile) wrote, on 2-2-2005 at 9:44am | |
| Music: Silverchair - Untitled Subject: Looking at my life |
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| still sick.....i have a major major major headache and it wont stop throbbing...i can hold down food though now, just not alot. i have been holding down the whole regurgitation thing with my food but its tearing the hell out of me....i have work tonight so i'm gonna try to go in but i seriously dont know what'll happen with this whole headache thing. because its to the point where i feel like i need to just pass out but i'm keeping myself awake. damn my being stubborn. In other news...I've been talking to my old friend michelle...she's friggin awesome. things havent been going well for her and whatnot but maybe with my awesomeness i can make her feel better, and no she's just a platonic friend just like everyone else. hmm what else.....to those of you out there who want to know more of my views, goals, and outlook on life and what goes on inside my head i shall try to post portions of my thoughts in here it just seems easier for me to do: My view on life- Well my main view on life is that yes we only have one life to live but that we have no control over what happens...i know you can somewhat change your future by the actions you take but if we are predestined then why make the choices because they are already chosen for us, we may be able to tweak them alittle but not alot. so i choose not to really mess with it at all, if it was meant to happen then it will, if it wasnt it wont. My goals in life- My goals in life are just what i want to do, nothing really more. I am very family oriented so my main goal in life is to be a great father and husband. what does that mean to me? well to be a great father you have to be supportive, helpful, there for them always in case they need help, and above all else love them. To be a great husband I have to be supportive of my wife in whatever she does, if there are things she needs help on I will be more than happy to help her, and to just love her...that is the reason why i married her. What I want to do with my life- I know I can do anything I want to. I am fast at learning things and just am naturally smart. yes i may seem like a complete idiot or just not smart but I assure you I can take a test and most of the time pass with flying colors. I'm not cocky its just being smart is the one thing I really know I am. I may play stupid but people really dont know alot of what goes on behind my eyes, and i dont tell people alot of the time because I feel better when I hang around with people who just think I'm there to make them smile and feel better about themselves. I'm not some evil genious or goody tooshoes, all i am is just someone who believes i was put here to help others out. back to the point of what i want to do with my life....i just dont like to be in a repetetive job thats why i dont work in a factory, thats why i dont write the same things in songs, thats why i dont sign my signature or do anything else in a repetetive manner. so all i have to do is find something that isnt repetetive like driving the pizza routes. i never take the same way there.... but i know i can do anything...i just have to put myself to work on it..haha... well i am gonna head out because of this effing headache...have a great day guys and be safe. Sincerely, Leo |
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mochababy49319 | 02-05-05 9:10pm you should try some ibprophine or sumthing for that head ache....and your views on life...that's great! |