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dmlxoxo (profile) wrote,
on 2-8-2005 at 5:46pm
Current mood: angry
Subject: WORST DAY EVER.
for a number of reasons.

1. i do not care what anyone says, this school that we go to is not esteemed because of the teachers, its as awesome as it is because of the drive of the kids in it. and as far as im concerned, perlman can go fuck a dog in the ass and then burn in hell for the rest of time. i dont think that once this entire year ive ever sat in her class and learned something thats valuable to me when it comes time to take her awful, heartless tests. we had a test in there the other day and we got them back today, and theres nothing like having your teacher stand at the front of the room and yell at you because of how poorly everyone did on the tests, like it was our fault. "i'm so disappointed, these were horrible, i dont know what happened, you tests were all terrible, especially the ones where people got more right than wrong...." she went on forever, making everyone feel like we fucked it up, like she had no role in my failure, or anyone else's on this test. as if the fucking 45 on the test wasnt bad enough, she had to make a statment in front of the whole class about people who got more wrong than right. and even though the majority of the class doesnt know that i was in that category, i know...and she insulted ME when she said it. fucking bitch. and im sitting here now and all i can think of is erica's pin "oh mother, is it worth it?" and im feeling like the answer is no. NO. things arent supposed to work out like this. as much as i hate the typical edgemont "im going to fail" and then doesnt, i wish i were that person right now. the person everyone hates because they draw attention to themselves for saying things like that. i'd rather have that than be the one who actually did fail...and failed miserably. euro can kiss my ass and burn with mrs. perlman in hell for eternity.

2. who the fuck do some people think they are? do they do what they do to purposely create tension and irritate people? or are they actually as stupid and oblivious as they come off? there are obvious, clear things that will piss me off, and not necesarily stuff that only applies to me, stuff that would rub ANYONE the wrong way, so why would you go out of your way to shove something in my face to make me this frustrated? why would you come up to me and say something stupid, that would lower my spirits, and act like a totaly airheaded idiot? do you want me to be mad at you? because god knows that you get agitated easily and god forbid someone did something like this to you, you'd be just as frustrated as i am. sometimes people step over the line, and i hope that you know enough not to exaserbate the situation further by exceeding the limits you've already pushed. brie84b983g4823y498giugu89348923gh482g94g82g89WHATTHEFUCKAREUTHINKING?rieb79wgh9889h45hio4h5o3.





and thats enough of my rants for now. i had to get that out.
"cuz everybody knows you've got to breathe..."-dave matthews band
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crazyhils44

02-08-05 6:34pm

hope your feeling better lovey...remember that its just one class and just one test....you'll get through it and have the FULL ability to caution anyone wanting to get into euro to run screaming in the opposite direction :-)....anywayyy abt the other thing--theres nothign i can really say---bitches will be bitches----got ur back---keep smiling, let things go---and when all else fails... blame janine :-D

to quote myself talking to myself "just cuz u fail one test does NOT mean u fail at life" ilusm and hope u feel better.......its only a test, only a class, one of the first of many teachers that are completely oblivious to their horrible skills......keep that in mind and try and smileee

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hollishdanishm

dope, 02-09-05 4:32pm

Hey Danielle!
Yeah I barely write on my woohu, don't know why used to a lot- just don't know a lot of people who have it, sorta makes it boring.
I like your entries, and I agree- it's hard to live up to Edgemont's "standards", and (as you may have noticed, horrible horrible chem tests) I kinda gave up towards the end... Not saying you should do that, just let your voice be heard. Others will empathize.
I love it here, cause I'm getting this diploma, and it shows no grades, just whether you passed or not. My kinda thing.
Good luck with everything.

-Mette

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