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| runningfreak (profile) wrote, on 2-10-2005 at 11:07pm | |
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Sleep is but a word to me now. I worked, by accident, a hour and a half longer than I was supposed to and then had tons of homework on top of that. It is simply stunning that everything seems to pile on so quickly at one time. But what pisses me off even more is that i have had a wonderful day. Not a care in the world. Then out of nowhere he NEEDS to talk to me. Like it is a vital part of his daily exsistence. I mean come on, he hasn't uttered a single sound in over a month and now he wants to chat. To sum it up he wants to be friends and he NOW understands why we broke up. It took him that fucking long to figure it out even after I spelled it out for him. I know he is still emotionally attached and that it will be hard to let go but he needs to fucking grow up and realize that life is full of heartaches and this is only round 1. Not only does he finally figure everything out but he also has to drag Michelle in to this for the second time. For crying out loud the girl has been through enough without having to listen to him bitch about why I don't like him anymore. To furthermore sum up my day, I have discovered that there are goats camping out in the kitchen. The world I live in is sometimes stranger, yet still thrilling, even after I have escaped it. There is no running away. |
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shea | 02-10-05 11:42pm Lynds you are great and don't you forget that. At least you have someone in your life that wants to be with you.
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jennapie | 02-12-05 10:24am hey, I think that that was kinda mean to say about Joel, I mean, you should feel so honored that he liked you THAT much, and that you meant THAT much to him. You must have really impacted his life. It seems like that if he got over you too quickly then it would seem like he never really cared and could care less that you guys broke up, but since it hit him this hard, you know that you really meant something to him, and what you say matters, and it still hurts. You can't just get over someone at the drop of a hat, like it seems you did. I guess he knows now who really cared. |
runningfreak | Re:, 02-13-05 10:16pm It isnt a matter of who cared more it is simply that I didnt like him as I thought i did. I relize that he has a long recovery but from my point of view its diferent. I have been where he is and I know just how it feels. But its the fact it took him this long to figure out what he wants to do even though he wouldnt give me the time or day when i wanted to help. You make it sound like i have no heart and that is where you are wrong. |