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breezeyluvsu (profile) wrote,
on 2-11-2005 at 2:14pm
I must admit , Today is definately better than yesterday. With the exception that my brother is in jail because hes a moron. Ive made my decision...im going to swirl...just dateless. I guess i cant be mad if he doesnt feel comfortable. I cant pressure him into going thats extremely selfish. So if anyone wants to go to swirl...give me a call 835-7116.

Anyways. I felt so stupid for believing you. You have no idea. I trusted you and you lied to me. Right to my face. THen not even 3 days later you say im useless and a mistake. I feel like i should just crawl in a hole and die.

I dont know what ide do without my "support system" lol i mean my friends.its funny when i dont even call them friends. just my support system. Its just hard to know who to trust these days. Theres very few people that i can pour my heart and soul onto their laps. Jordan, i have you to thank because we've been through so friggen' much . I absolutely adore you and i dont know how ide be livin without you.

I have to say im missin all my old friends now. Like ashley, jd, deanna, kayla, my cuz,...just everybody in the old days who used to be my closest friends. Its like i see these people EVERYDAY * except chloe* and we act like total strangers. Well i want to be the same as before... and ash remember how i said i wrote for you..well i still got it. we were best friends then we kinda drifted.l just wanted to say that i love ya cake

~*PiE*~
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ladybug04

02-11-05 4:35pm

hey just sayin hi back. and you are totally right sometime's it is hard to trust people these days. Everyone needs their own "support system" lol.

-Sam-

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