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| danibean (profile) wrote, on 2-3-2003 at 10:14pm | |
| Current mood: bleh... |
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| okay, so today i was supposed to get my wisdom teeth yanked out of my mouth. at the last minute we found out that the oral surgon's son or daughter had to go to some emergancy ward last night and couldn't come in to rip the suckers out. ehh...so now i go on friday. at least i can work tomorrow-thursday. good. so today kind of sucked. i didn't really like being home. it was really dumb. skipping school isn't as fun when you do it all the time. it gets boring. bleh... i must be the biggest flamer for saying that. haha..oh well oh yeah, yesterday mom spent practically all day on the phone trying to plan our vacation to mexico. now we're not even going. bleh... that sucks. the weeks the condo was open we couldn't get airline tickets and the week we could get airline tickets, the condo wasn't open. major suckage. so i guess now we might be planning a trip to california for spring break. my aunt lives near san fransisco. that would be really really fun. i guess anywhere but here would be really fun. i hate it right now. winter just sucks. everyday i find myself longing for summer even more. i just love summer, it is without a doubt my favorite season. oh well, it can't come fast enough for me, it never can. whatever, i tried on freaking bathing suits and sun dresses today when mom took me shopping, i ended up with a pair of socks with smiling music notes on them. wooo...i'm so much of a band dork i can't hardly stand it. yep, and my last rant is i'm lonley. i haven't really told many people, but i am. i really am. i'm just really missing something in my life and i know now, it isn't faith. my faith is better than it ever has been now. it's not my friends, my friendships are so strong right now and i know they would do anything for me, well, almost anything :) and they all know i would do anything for them. but i really think it's my love life. my love life stinks right now. i mean...bleh!!! other than the fact that ryan asked me to marry him yesterday, i have nothing! heh... that sounds really contradicterary. i slaughtered that word, the idea is there. whatever. ryan is 3 hours away, i might be engaged to him (we're getting married in the big wedding at camp this summer with all the other couples), but he's not here when i need him. that is what sucks so bad. oh well, there's really nothing i can do. if any of you know someone that fits my profile (good luck), feel free to contact me. other than that, i think i'm good for a while..if you have any questions, you know what to do :) good night |
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puppyluv | 02-04-03 3:16pm get a blow-up doll... that is what I have and let me tell you what... it is great!!! :) Love ya! |