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| jennapie (profile) wrote, on 2-13-2005 at 10:30pm | |
| Current mood: cheerful |
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| Swirl was ....in a word..."wonderful." There is only one thing that could've made it better and that would be a dance with "HIM" the perfect one. But he had a date that wasn't me, but there is ONE more dance for me. Maybe then... I'll be my normal optimistic self and hope, maybe I'll even request him to save me a dance...MAYBE I'll even go WITH him to the dance...oh if only all dreams came true! *smiles* He was BY FAR THE BEST LOOKING GUY THERE THOUGH!! actually he ALWAYS is! hehe, that's what a crush will do for ya! My life is soo good! I couldn't wish for it to be different than it is right now. Except it's so perfect now and I've made so many friends this year, and matured so much, I don't know if I want to leave now. Why did it have to take so long to get to this point? It should've always been like this. Why did I waste time living like I didn't want to? Everything is like it should be now. And I "think" I'm completely over Dan now, seeing how much Brianna likes him made me feel bad for being so stuck on him, I should've tried harder to forget. But anyways...it's still a hard concept to grasp, but I'm doing ok. Guys cause a lot of heartache but I don't know what I would do without all of the good things that they have brought to my life, and all of the memories that I will always have. I was blessed to have known and become close with the few guys that I have, they have all attributed something to my life, and I can't be mad at them for no longer being there, they can bring that same wonderfulness to someone else now. Before, I would've been mad and felt deserted, but now, I don't know..it's like I have something bigger to look forward too, like in that Rascal Flatts song "they were like northern stars, pointing me on my way...." well, now, I don't know exactly to where...but somewhere great. I guess I will have to thank them someday. ok I have school tomorrow and I really need to go to bed, but I just don't think I can, I know I'm going to be up for a while, just thinking about how great this weekend was, it was the best school dance ever. I had a very eventful and busy weekend and I can't put it all down, but it was "wonderful" like I said before! ahahah, but anyway, I'm losing my train of thought now, so maybe I better go to bed!! ahaha night all!! and maybe we will have a delay tomorrow or something, it's pretty bad outside! I LOVE YOU ALL!!!! |
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swimfan14 | 02-14-05 11:57am That is one of my favorite songs. Your talking about the guy that you told me about at swirl right? I don' t know if I can say his name so I wont lol. Well I'm glad you had fun and I still don't get how you can always be so happy and always looking forward forthe better.
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