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xsilentxsuicidex (profile) wrote,
on 2-14-2005 at 4:35pm
Current mood: Depressed/Angry.
Music: HIM- You Are The One
Subject: Fuck it.
Fuck today. Fuck family. Fuck Valentine's Day.
Fuck all of it.

Today has sucked so fucking much. I'm about to cry. I hate it. I hate it so much.

Whenever it looks like anything's going to work for me, it all just screws up.

I hate feeling so alone. I hate feeling like I need to be surrounded by people all the time.

I hate being afraid of myself... I hate hating myself.

...I hate crying. It really makes me feel like a smaller person... It makes me feel... weak. I don't know why.

There are so many things I dislike about me...

I'm stupid, ugly and weak.

Self hatred really doesn't feel good... *sigh*

[/emo]

[edit: 6:02 pm] I calmed down a bit...

PS- I still want your memories.
Post a memory of me. It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad, just so long as it happened... Then post this to your journal. See what people remember about you... [/edit]
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YAMIYUGI

02-14-05 4:59pm

You've entered my world. When something is going right it fucks up and practically kills you...

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callistomoon

02-14-05 7:30pm

:-D You so stole this from me. Lol. Don't hate stuff Dana :( It'll end up hating you right back, and we'll have an ass load of hate in the world.

Anyway . .
My memory of you is when I first met you in the hallway last year :)


"Kingdom Hearts . .cool."

"YOU LIKE KINGDOM HEARTS?!"

We're such losers . . lmao.


Muchio <3333 for t3h Dana.




~Tais

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xsilentxsuicidex

Re:, 02-14-05 7:33pm

My, my... We've come a loooonnngggg way. ;D

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Anonymous

02-15-05 10:29am

ive been doing lots of praying,thinking,and studying the bible and crap....and you know what Dana???...i was sooo fucked up with myself and mad at everyone in the public skool systtem..buh sence ive prayed and alll...i decided to start BRAND FUCKINNEW...meeening..i was a poopie head to you the other dead..ahh i meen day..hehehe.........feel better meh Dana :D
i will soon be adding and & kiwis to anything i do w/my sisters and "andrew" friend.....................it feels good to start new...im filled with happiness and gladness...i B praying for you DaNa..and kiwis toooooooo..cuz their the coolest ppppppppppl... xD

~beth-uh0nee

(hmm i think i was like pmsing that weekend too...HEHEHEHEHE...)

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blackecho101

02-15-05 4:38pm

where do i start? vaginal cavety? SHOPLIFTER!!!! DDR.... omg, so many good memorys, please dana, please, be happy, i thought that i would cheer you up... i love you

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