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| joeydomina (profile) wrote, on 2-16-2005 at 10:31am | |
| Ok well i need to clear things up with people. my hair is dyed for reasons that i want to forget everything that happened with the bleach blonde hair. yes i know it may look like crap but thats how i feel on the inside too. i've treated everyone that used to mean alot to me like crap and i'm sorry for it. I just wanted ,like i said before ,to forget everything that happened with the blonde hair and start anew. become friends again with the people who i cared about. i will also close all relationships that rely on me for reasons that arent in the friendship area just for benefits and whatnot. relying on someone for reasons other than being friends, i'm sorry to say this because i know i've done it too, is being a complete and idiotic ass. friendships should never be based on material and other things and i'll be damned if i let that happen to me anymore or anyone else i care about. I am gonna start fresh with everyone. it's just my little way of saying i'm sorry for things i've said and done to upset people and to just piss them off. i'm tired of acting stupid also, i know i'm not and other people know i'm not so why do i continue my act. well to explain it as best i can i acted how i did because i wanted acceptance and to just be the center of attention well i am giving up those ways in search of a new way of life and that is to just not really care anymore. if people still want to be my friends then so be it, if not then whatever. have fun all and enjoy your days. Leo |
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bleedingsun | 02-16-05 5:07pm Thank you for the clarification. |
twiggypuff | 02-16-05 5:34pm well, im glad you are still hanging out with us >joe and i< here at joe's hizzouse.. i hope that things get better for you and that you will be back to your kickin awesome self real soon. dont let thigns get you so down, just smile good buddy, and ya know what, if something is bothering you, you can come talk to me about it.. cause it's good to be happy. have a great day joey!
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joeydomina | Re:, 02-17-05 1:37pm thanx syd. i'm trying to be happy but its just not that easy for me to be. its not that im trying to forget what i told you i was trying to forget just that i'm trying to rid myself of thoughts that i know wont happen. its amazing how much the mind can think up hope and then have it all i guess you can say smashed away. i dunno just my idiotic way of thinking. see this is why we dont hang out. |