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greyXmatter (profile) wrote,
on 2-16-2005 at 10:18pm
Current mood: sick
Music: Brand New - Jude Law
Today was probably the worst day I've had in a long time. My head hurt
so fucking bad that I was litterally screaming "ow" during 7th and 8th
period and after school with Mrs. A was horrible. I was like dying and
I couldn't do any work and it sucked. As soon as it was time to leave,
I ran outside in the rain and it felt so fucking good. I waited in the
rain for like 10 minutes for my mom and cried the entire time. Thank
God school was over. Thank God I would never have to go back. I got in
the car and I was like, "I'm never coming back to school." and I just
started crying and wow. I got really emo. Today was an emo day. My mom
made an 'emergency call' to some place in Hackketstown called "A Center
for Change" and got me an appointment for 6:00. I got there and the
lady was like... psycho, but nice. I told her everything that only I
know, because I thought I could trust her. Although, I did ask her if
she would tell my mom anything, and she said no. So I just kinda spilled
my guts. ...To say the least. She knows like... my life story. So yeah,
tomorrow I have an appointment with the practitianer to pick up a
perscription of some sort and then I have to go back to Hackketstown.
I'm signed out of school for the next week, and by then I'll have found
out wether or not I'm being homeschooled. Things are sucky and that's...
really all I have to say. I can't update from home, so I don't know
exactly how much you're going to be able to hear about what's going on,
but I'll try to update somehow, somewhere.

I love you all with everything I have left.
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allmysinsx

02-17-05 8:22pm

i looove you casey
im here for you if you need anything..
call me if you wanna talk <33
i hope you feel beter

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