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xsilentxsuicidex (profile) wrote,
on 2-21-2005 at 11:10pm
Subject: Lovely fucking day.
It's probably not a good idea to update now.

I'm so fucking hurt, pissed, and sad. I hate it. I'm about to cry. I hate being so fragile... I hate being liable to break at any moment.

Had nightmares last night. Much to my dismay, some turned out to be fucking premonitions. Then, in the car, mom accidentally spilled water all over me and my bag... I don't get this dance for Best Foot Forward, AND I missed practice for Solo/Small Ensamble... Johnson was in a bad mood. Livingstone was being a complete asswipe. I have a test tomorrow and I could not tell you one thing on it. Mr. Moore's class was good. Glasgow and Connors... Well, they were Glasgow and Connors. New seating chart with Connors. I sit next to Anna...

Came home to mom bitching about how I had to clean the kitchen.

John's back. (:

...The day just kept fucking getting better and better. Found out some wonderful news... Went to the UNCW concert with Keely, Aisha, and Matt... Only to be in a bad mood the whole time. Plus, Keely was ignoring me... I mean, I never get to see her anymore... and we rarely even talk... It just kind of hurts.

Whenever I try to hold something together, it all falls apart.

The end.
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blackecho101

02-21-05 11:27pm

i honestly dont know what to say, but i love you allways sums up everything i feel, i just dont know any other way to put it

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