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| silentcriez (profile) wrote, on 2-22-2005 at 8:13am | |
| im such an idiot..disregard everything stupid ive said in this journal.. i dont know its way too early buti feel this horrible feeling in the pitt of my stomache like im crazy.. and i fuck shit up all the time.. I'm so tired of trying It seems to me that maybe It pretty much always means no So don't tell me you might just let it go And often times we're lazy It seems to stand in my way Cause no one no not no one Likes to be let down - you see shes just a girl looking for nothing but a boy to get along nicely for a while until she has to move along i know hes got a thing for her.. hes too blind to see hes only temporary he kisses her like hes here to stay while shes getting ready to walk away (chorus) she lives her days laying in the sun she spends her time looking to have fun with anyone she will use him up and leave him dry and hell be wishing he was with her til she says goodbye.. she twirls her hair around her fingers giving off those awkward signals as hes thinking to himself when to touch, and when to control himself she looks at him with her dark brown eyes hes sees a pool of paradise theyre playing with fire in their hands shell never meet his demands (chorus) as night falls shes growing weery and she can see the want in his eyes he reaches out to hold her.. only to find that shes not there (chorus) and he wonders why shes run away she knows she played her game okay hell think about her three or four more nights she'll know that hes alright but he'll never let her go like she can, and never miss him so cuz his lips will always long for hers again but she wont be affected, she knows just how to play with men (chorus to fade) -- the fire blows smoke in my eyes unveiling my evil disguise im living in a little peice of you as the smoke leaves a trail in the black of the sky theres still a spot for you and i where the sky meets the water, where the trees meet the clouds the news is out, theyve heard it all they know more than i do cuz they were there and all.. sometimes its like i never felt the touch of your skin without feeling lonely or empty within its like when you take me you steal me away and its nothing but a dream and im just a feind.. (chorus) its all in the game read the instructions im lost, i need to find a way back down the trail of lonliness help me home.. i dont wanna be alone... we all know what you mean but nobody wants to believe that they could be at stake that theyre lives could feel this earth quake as the fire nips at the tips of their toes theyre evil and theyre spitting out fire stand behind the wire dont you get hurt im shockingly empty, your heavy by far for sure sometimes its like i never felt the touch of your skin without feeling lonely or empty within its like when you take me you steal me away and its nothing but a dream and im just a feind.. (chorus) your used up and jaded im getting a little bit bored if you care at all i hear your footsteps pounding down the hall your as void as i with your vodka in hand.. ready to make your demands eveyone knows your a coward you drink away all your pain.. but it all comes tumbling down as the earth starts to quake beneath my feet im losing ground, and the smoke gets in my eyes nobody understands.. nobody knows what to say nobody knows what i mean.. nobody knows how to be anything other than pain, anything other than hate its all understood.. because.. the smoke gets in my eyes but theres still room for you and i.. |
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xonixieox | 02-22-05 9:51am amanda maltz i love you !! we NEED to chill this vacation! i hope you have a better day today!
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silentcriez | Re:, 02-22-05 9:57am i love you too call me bitch |
| Anonymous | 02-23-05 1:29pm AMANDA ELIZABETH MATLZ !!!! I LOVE YOU BABEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !!!
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