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| hnybee288 (profile) wrote, on 2-26-2005 at 9:59am | |
| snow days r cool cuz like there is no school but it seems like everyone has somewhere to go...and of course i dont. My parents r always working and they never take me ne where and i make a pest of myself always needing rides. (im sry to those of u who r victims of my excuses) So here i am again on the second snow day of the year doing nothing......like i could do something to help my stress but i CANT go back to my old habbits or ill end up in a psyhsic unit. At school all the ppl think my life is good and esy cuz i live in the really rich neighborhgood.......im mean so what if my parents can afford ne thing i want .....its not my fault that i have a big house...blame them. Ne way my life is far from good or easy. I have a jerk for a father......the only good thing is that i always get my way with him. And i have a mother who hates all my friends (well it seems that way) like now that im always out with friends she like cant take it .........she tells me that ive changed ever since i got a boyfriend but i just say that she cant handle me not giving her all my attention....and of course she doesnt listen when i try to tell her. This entry explaining all this is pretty random but its been bothering me for a long time and i need to express how i feel be4 i do something stupid like i have done be4. So now im gonna continue to sit on the couch all day and think and think and think about what life would be like if i were tall, thin, and had better parents.......i know that sounds bad to say but i cant help expressing my true feelings......i just tell it like it is. well, my day just got even better when my older sister siad that i am slightly chuncky....like omg i am so concerend about the way i look and i was planning on going on a diet this summer...well it looks like im gonna have to go on a diet this sooner thqan i thought. Omg i am so upset right now...well i guess this means that my family and friends have been lieing to me this whole time....like everyone says that im not fat but what they dont say its that im slightly large for my height...well im gonna seriously go on a major diet and loose 15 pounds....i really mean it and thats all i have to say..........im out ~~~Annette~~~ |
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| Anonymous | its adrea, 02-25-05 1:25pm aw. feel better, annette. i really am always here if you want to talk! |
hnybee288 | Re: its adrea, 02-25-05 3:23pm thank you for ur support and ill deffinatly talk to u when i am ready to talk. |
| wonderelf | Re:, 02-26-05 10:07am Well hey, anonymous person...if you're talking about me...yeah, I can totally admit that you're right...but I won't be mean about it.
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| wonderelf | Re: Re:, 02-26-05 10:16am Sorry about that last comment, it was bitchy...I just still haven't gotten a chance to get my own feelings out, lol. Anyways, you can read my journal entry, it's not meant to offend you or anything, I just want you to know that we might not really be friends any more but I do still care about you and whatnot. (: So like I said, feel free to talk to me.. |