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mle (profile) wrote,
on 2-28-2005 at 2:00pm
Current mood: . irritated .
Music: . afi . but home is nowhere .
Subject:
. ugh .


wow. talk about feeling like shit. i stayed up late last night watching stupid movie on vh1. now my belly is killing me, and i'm super-tired. way to go, emily, way to go. i feel like a total mess - at least my hair/makeup are respectable.

why is it that every time i have shit that must be done now, i am constantly reminded of how terrible of a person i am, how much of a failure at life i really am?
seriously... time is a wastin' and all i can think of is my worthlessness... and how badly i want to just curl up in bed and watch movies that give me warm fuzzy feelings without making me want an uber-romantic guy. like finding nemo. that'd be a good pick-me-up right about now...

p.s. i could KILL my roomie. turn your fucking horrible music off, would ya? i very rarely force you to listen to mine, and it's only when you come back to the room while i have it playing. otherwise, i headphone it up, and you should do the same. oh, and quit trying so hard. you drive me nuts. eat something, stop smoking, and quit dying/cutting your hair. you're not cool, no matter how emo you pretend to be. it's obvious it's all just for attention. cut it out, killer.

anyways... i'm getting the hell out of this room, as badly as i want to stay here... getting away from her and her terrible phantom of the opera shit. i'll catch you later.
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spud

02-28-05 11:15pm

aw, hey. it'll be cool. i seriously don't think that you're worthless. accounting for the rebuttal that i don't know you very well, just from comparing you with a few other people that i don't know very well, i'd say your life has more meaning than theirs do - at least, as far as i can tell.

i know you'll cheer up eventually. it's the getting there that's the trick.

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