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| lifestourniquet (profile) wrote, on 3-2-2005 at 12:47am | |
| Current mood: contemplative Music: SOAD- Chop Suey! Subject: Employment |
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| Well, I suppose it had to happen eventually hmm? I mean I did have to gain employment at one time or another. The only difference this time is that the interview must have gone pretty well because im now "highly recommended" for full time. Which I sincerely hope will fit in with my schooling at least until its completed. I want to be a manager, I think with this job I should really strive for that position... Im going to work particurarly hard on the first two shifts (Next friday and Thursday). Also, Laurens sister Nicola has been pushing more and more lately for me to move out with her, now my sister also wishes to move out. Three people would be reasonably good, all that I fear is being stopped from seeing Lauren. And on the note of Lauren, today I was in a somewhat sombre mood, just quiet I suppose, and Lauren had thought something wrong. Fair enough. I asked her if she wanted to do something tommorow and she turned around and said "Yeah, for sure" then we continued walking. However, when I called her in a chirpier mood later tonight, she said she had changed her mind on wanting to see me. Now this brings up the rather confusing question of, did she just say yes to humour me and try and make me feel better, or because she did actually want to see me? Merh...suppose we shall find out tommorow. She got a new phone today too...camera phone, that somewhat worries me... I know she wouldnt send anything bad to her friends but...yet I still worry about it. Anyway, going down the street tommorow with Krystal to get her centrelink away from home forms, probably go to King and Heath and J. Hanson and pick up some real estate rental property forms...See how that goes... Downloading MSN Beta at the moment. Wondering quite a lot how that particular episode is going to turn out. If anyone has MSN Beta and wants to play it up or insult it, let me know now so I can get ready to return to the comfort of MSN 6.2. So many new story ideas too, want my father to design the ship concepts for my Zodiac story. He hasnt finished the Seraphims or Dracons for the comic yet....which is slightly annoying...I really want to get into the comic field...even the director field...but cant find an artist that actually wants to draw as often as I want to write....Its severely....Gah.... Anyway, I suppose thats updated no? Oh...Go see Constantine if you have the oppurtunity...apart from Keannu's two expression acting "talent" the movie is quite good, the angels look excellent, I want that kind of CGI in my movie.... Bit dissapointed in Charn lately too, she's meant to of called me on quite a few occassions "Ill call you when I get credit" and "Ill call you from a payphone" Of course...nothing yet....Adam seems to have stolen all her interest...funny...she had time to call Ricky when I was there ;-). Ah well, win some lose some eh? Im off to be paranoid about Loz's actions today...Must remember to call her in the morning. Have to get my web camera drivers found too...Hmmm. Goodnight all. Matt/Fade |
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| Anonymous | 03-01-05 7:27pm It's disturbing to think that your pretending that everything is okay with you and lauren, but i guess it isn't my place to say.... |
| Anonymous | 03-01-05 7:28pm On the upside its good to see you've found yourself a job, congrats. |
lifestourniquet | Re:, 03-02-05 7:07am What....makes you think im ignoring the way I feel about Lauren? And thankyou..... |
| Anonymous | 03-03-05 6:55pm All i'm saying is that, with events that have taken place recently, its just surprising to see that you seem so oblivious to it. |
lifestourniquet | Re:, 03-04-05 7:32am Indeed....and Im not oblivious....I just dont wanna go back there, you know. And now I definitley know who you are because I only told one person about that. How you doing girl? |
| Anonymous | 03-08-05 6:25pm Mmm...finding it hard to say the least. It wasn't easy at my pa's funeral on monday, but it was beautiful all the same, couldn't stop crying. My dad asked me to come sit up the front with him. So yes, the tears were pouring, and i couldn't reach the tissue box...*grumbles* Anyway, its past...and i'm working through it, have to get back to life now i suppose... |
lifestourniquet | Re:, 03-17-05 7:52pm True, and very true. But its that whole "Somewhere better thing no?" I mean anywhere is better than here, so he must be. Im glad it was beautiful though...just take care of yourself okay? |
| Anonymous | 03-20-05 5:33pm Mmm...i'll try....been extremely busy lately, by the looks of it so have you...We should chat sometime soon |
lifestourniquet | Re:, 03-23-05 4:20am *chuckles* I have been trying but you continue to evade my attempts at general conversation dear. |
| Anonymous | 04-01-05 2:40am Well a girls gotta do what a girls gotta do, i lead a busy life, so there! Urgh, becs giving me the shites at the moment, as you know..through what happened with the bond, i really shouldn't let these things get to me. |