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xsilentxsuicidex (profile) wrote,
on 3-1-2005 at 4:50pm
Music: Crossfade- So Far Away
Subject: Now I'm blaming you for everything...
So it seems when I try to get a point across, I always hurt someone's feelings.

And it feels like I'm always either getting blamed for something, or letting someone else take the blame for my own actions.

I've been pretty bitter lately. I'm not sure why. I'm trying to stop. I don't like it at all. It's not very becoming of me.

All the teachers have ended grades for the marking period... Even though report cards don't come out until the 21st.

I think I'm doing all right, though.

I'm so immature...
But very mature at the same time.
I am an awful procrastinator...
But I get things done last minute. I work pretty well under pressure.
I love cold weather...
But hate the wind.
I get hurt easily...
But I hurt people easily, too.

I have my ups and downs... I just feel like... I'm less of a person than everyone else. I'm not sure why.

My moods flucate a lot, and they change from extremes. There's no grey area, really. Just happy or sad. Then there's times like right now... When I feel too tired to even think of which emotion I'm feeling.

...No one reads this anymore.
People don't really talk to me anymore;
Few people really even care anymore...
Thus is life.

The end.
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CallistoMoon

03-02-05 6:26pm

:( I read it dana. Its ok, no one reads mine anymore either :) I heart you . . .you and I are like butter amd corn.
:) DOn't ask me to explain . . .lol.



~Keely

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blackecho101

03-02-05 10:37pm

hey, i read it, and i care, and i talk to you, and i love you, and ur gona cheer up or else im going to have deep un-protected ainal sex with you as punnishment :-p

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