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| TaoMan1121 (profile) wrote, on 3-4-2005 at 3:40am | |
| Current mood: parched Music: Pink Floyd - The Wall Subject: Seriously, it's not what you think... |
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| My mind keeps reverting back to the titles of a pair of Badly Drawn Boy songs: "I Was Wrong/You Were Right." ::breathes deep:: Alright, let's not mince words here. After Stef, I began a non-stop quest for two things. First of all, closure, which I received a few months ago. Second of all, I was searching for vindication or rebirth, I'm not really sure which and the line really blurs between the two. I finally found what I was looking for. I needed some proof, some reassurance that all the growth and all the realizations I've made along the way were real and valid and substanial and lasting. I finally got that, and it came in perhaps the least expected way. As Dylan sung, "Things have changed." I take the last entry back, if only because it's not congruent with my newfound realizations. Nonetheless, and I speak this in no uncertain terms... Do not get in my way. There's no holding me back now. But what you're not holding me back from is so much bigger than I originally thought. But then again, if you truly knew what the hell I was talking about, you wouldn't want to hold me back from it anyway. Confused yet? Good, I like it that way. ::edit 3:58am:: Usually I don't like speaking in glittering generalities, but I don't see any way around it here. Even though everything has changed, nothing hasn't changed. Get it? Come on, that's gotta make sense to at least one person, right? |
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michellestar | 03-04-05 11:29am You and your woohu's. Do you take pleasure in boggling everyone's mind? |
TaoMan1121 | Re:, 03-04-05 2:40pm Yes, I very much do. I like equaling out my masochism with a healty dose of sadism.
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michellestar | Re: Re:, 03-04-05 4:01pm Well, at least it's not "No Girls Allowed." Those always made me sad. Stupid Rascals. |
TaoMan1121 | Re: Re: Re:, 03-04-05 5:56pm Well, the original sign read "No Nazis Allowed," but my skinhead doorman took offense to that. And if I've learned one thing over the years, it's do not mess with a huge Aryan named Gunther. |