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| just_peachie (profile) wrote, on 3-4-2005 at 10:43am | |
| All I wanna do is just bust out crying. I'm so lost, and I feel so helpless. I'm trying to do everything I can, but it's just not matching up to what I still have to do. I don't want this much responsibility at this age, and I don't know who in their right mind would. Here I am, trying to work as many hours as I can, to get as much money as I can, while still having time to make up 2 and a half credits, do all my cleaning, go through my stuff from Ferris BY MYSELF. I mean honestly...I'm so tired by the end of the night that right when my head hits the pillow, I'm out. I used to have trouble falling asleep at night, but now, I go to bed and I wake up and there's no inbetween. It feels like seconds, not hours. And I'm so lost on where to go with this Ferris thing. I sent in the $150 to go there, and now I have to come up with $200 more for my housing thingy ma jig. Then there's the $100 for the Senior All Nighter, and the other how much it's going to cost for cap and gown. Yeah, thats right, I still haven't ordered that yet because my dad just can't seem to find the time and the money to do it. Which I find quite hillarious; I've seen his savings account. And it's in the 10 thousands. Why can't he invest in my education instead of his video game collection?? WHY AM I STUCK DOING THIS ALL ALONE! Then, we've got prom. I didn't get to go last year, and this is my senior year. All I want to do is be a part of this. I was supposed to get a check for $2,000 this month from my moms disability, but she got denied, and now she's getting an attorney. Great. I just need to know how. I need help. | |
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liz | 03-04-05 6:18pm I wish there was something I could do or say to make these things go away for you, but there isn't, so just know that I'm always here if you need to talk or need a hug. I don't usually say the right thing though, Kinda got that foot in mouth thing going. *hugs amy and runs away* |
cowsgomoo!!! | 03-06-05 10:10pm i wish i could help. if there's anything i can do to help, let me know. i doubt there is, but i'll do anything i can to help. well, good luck with everything, and just know that i'm here for you.
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