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runningfreak (profile) wrote,
on 3-4-2005 at 10:10pm
Current mood: weird
Music: The muse
Subject: Typical....
I am exhausted but I cannot sleep.
I am not hungry yet I still eat.
I pray but don't know what I am praying for.
I am in love but I don't know who I am in love with.
I am tempted but of what?
I am talkitive yet keep all secrets.
I am in pain but show no weakness.
I am starving but do not eat.
I am crazy yet completely sane.
I am sick but appear fine.
I am heartbroken but it seems mended.
I am forgotten yet still remembered.
I am foolish yet wise.
I am wishful but nothing comes true.
I am thoughtful and wonder why.
I am forgetful but remember everything.
I am dying and nobody knows.

From the inside out I deteriorate everyday, little by little. Nobody notices because it is hidden so well. I want somebody to look at me and know. To be loved without the drama.

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Shea

Lindsey, 03-04-05 10:42pm

I love you with everypart of my heart. You are one of my best friends and I don't care if I am not the same to you. All I know is that YOu are the bomb and if I ever lost you I think I would never be sane. No joke you keep me grounded. You are so beautiful and don't even know it. If I could be half the person you are I would be set for life. You are going to find the man of your dreams and he will treat you like you deserve to be treated. An really why do people say I am waiting for the man of my dreams? Because to be honest with you lindsey I think especially for you that it is the opposite I think that you are the women of some guys dreams. That day you meet him I think that you will just know. Things happen when you least exspect it to. I love ya lindsey and don't you forget that. I am here for you always. An by the way maybe people do notice but don't say anything because sometimes saying nothing at all is the best thing to do. ~Shannon <3

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tare

03-05-05 8:51am

you think it's hidden well, when really it's not. i've been where you are and i know it's tough. i'm here for you lindsey, i really am. love you always-Taryn

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