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| iwasthinkingthat (profile) wrote, on 3-9-2005 at 6:26pm | |
| Current mood: unhappy Music: nothing Subject: Goodevening, I hate liars. |
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So Ive come to the conclusion Im damned to a life of misery and woe. Maybe it isnt that severe but for right now it might as well be. To come flat out and say it...Im not happy. Im overwelmed between school, family, sean, work, money, being fat and anything else you feel like adding to the list. I hate winter...nothing good ever comes out of it. I have a big feeling that ball isnt going to work out. My parents just gave me the "you slacked off and you are going to in college. Party and sex. Money" talk. I hate when my dad acts like Im some incompetent asshole and especially in front of my mom because she feeds off that shit. She walks by and sighs and makes all those "my life is so difficult and I blame it on you and the rest of the world" sounds. They kill me. Walk in the house in silence...say nothing to me. She bitches at me for whatever she can. He sits and pretends to ignore it. He doesnt like her let alone love her. She fakes it so when I go to college she still has a home to fake be happy in. Paint the walls and strip the floors....whine about it and fake a happy home. This house is ridiculous and everyone knows it. The colors you have chosen prove it. Im failing like three classes because I miss school so much. I can make it all up but I have to get out of this attitude. Everyone is going in this other direction which is fine but I feel kind of alone where I stand. Sometimes I think the only reason I stand here is because you hold me here. I think in the long run thats a good thing. I kind of feel left out from everything though. I am left out from everything. I remember the days when people liked calling me up and hanging out with me and now its like you call me up if no one else is home. On a lighter note...I get to watch Forest Gump friday night and I havent seen it in a looooong time so Im excited. Lisa and I might go see Hawthorne Heights on Monday. Well I have a lot of homework to do to get me unfailing... Sorry I complain so much. BYE |
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| Anonymous | 03-12-05 12:20pm Dear Karlene,
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iwasthinkingthat | Re:, 03-13-05 1:23am Thanks Bethany but you arent bigger than me. You are way hotter...dont make us revist the survey. I love you lots.
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