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| shannonw55 (profile) wrote, on 3-11-2005 at 6:09am | |
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| I really hate journals. I thought the point was to talk about how you felt. Everyone took that last comment in a different way than I meant it. I wasn't saying I have it harder than anyone. In fact, I'm pretty happy with High School right now. I've made more friends this year than I ever have in my life. I was just frustrated because it seems that some things that come so easy to some people is just this weird struggle for me. And that comes along with making new friends. Now I have to make decisions for myself- who I really want to be -which is sounding incredibly cheesy right now, but again that's what this journal is for. I hate being pulled between doing the right thing, and then doing another, which everyone says is fine. I don't know what kind of people I should hang out with or stay away from or if staying away from anyone is even necessary. I'm just sick of being a naive little girl that no one takes seriously at all. I feel so blind in high school. I have no idea what I'm doing with my life or if I'm doing this right. By posting that last entry, I wasn't asking if your life has been any harder than mine, because I'm sure it has been. I was just asking for a little support. I was just wondering if anyone could relate to feeling dumb and lost in high school. Which now that I am really thinking about this, sorry, yes, it was a stupid question. I was just venting. I think I'll just close down this thing. |
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bigty623 | 03-11-05 6:55am You're right, i thought the object to having this journal was to vent, and to say how you feel. Don't worry shannon i felt that way to when my girl friend dumped me and i posted stuff in my journal and then i got bitched at for having it in there. so now i just keep it in private. it gets it out of me and now one else knows about it. |