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| runningfreak (profile) wrote, on 3-13-2005 at 1:06am | |
| Current mood: aggravated Music: The Muse Subject: I feel like a tag along.... |
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I didn't mind the group as a whole but it just wasn't the same as just katie and I. I love her to bits and pieces but I just felt out of place. Not to mention the fact the when I got out of the car Ryan said ' thanks for coming.' I am the one who fucking wanted to go in the first place and I get a 'thanks for coming'???? I am not trying to be selfish and keep Katie to myself nor am I trying to arise conflict but the fact is that yes we have not been spending as much time as we used to and its a bit of a change on my part. But the fact is that when I actually do want to spend time with her, Ryan is always there. Don't get me wrong, I enjoy having Ryan around very much but he is always there. I think I have finally gotten to the point were I have had enough of him for a while. I hear about him everyday from katie and I just need a break from him and I am not even his fucking girlfriend!!! Hows that for irony!!!! |
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midget18 | 03-13-05 9:18am Hey, Lindsey. I'm in town for a few days and I'd like to hang out, mayhaps, if you want to. Give me a call. 835-5812 |
joeydomina | 03-13-05 10:04am hey lindsey....that's the way how i feel around alot of people...like a tagalong...and alot of the times i'm the one whos driving wtf is with that...anyways hope your day today goes better....c ya later.
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spud | 03-13-05 11:11pm in retrospect, does this make me a GOOD boyfriend or a BAD boyfriend. because she was always with you 1 on 1, because i never had time for her, or whatever. which isn't really the case. i'm just extremely busy. and i'm not going to let my girlfriend control my life. and i would encourage her to allow her life to expand beyond the horizon of me.
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runningfreak | Re:, 03-15-05 11:06pm Just as a question but what relevence does your comment have to my journal entry? Anyways, its not my place to say whether you are a good boyfriend or a bad one. Yes I am and will always be one on one with Katie. You know the story you know what I think because I told you. If you really want to talk to someone you have to talk to Katie. She is the only one that can tell you what you need to know. But if you really want my opinion I will give it to you. I think that there was always alot of tension bewtween to the two of you. There were alot of ups and downs but I never really saw anything happening like marriage or anything with you two because you guys always were fighting and I saw it coming. I am not choosing favorites, this is just I how I see it. I respect that you can ask me for advice on this situation but Katie is the only one that can tie the loose ends. |
Morning-View | 03-13-05 11:17pm Lindsey B.
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Anonymous | Re:, 03-19-05 8:44pm Lindsey, I'm doing my best to turn my head this time but the shit you said here is completely out of line. Under the circumstances you have no right to say what you did. Please don't try to cause any problems. |
runningfreak | Re: Re:, 03-20-05 2:20am I don't understand. Under what circumstances, what problems am I trying to cause what do you mean 'turn your head this time? I was simply upset. Thats all. Life goes on.
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