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| kreyz (profile) wrote, on 3-13-2005 at 7:38pm | |
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| Today from 7am to about 4pm was a fucking wreck... Everyone from Jess's party was about ready to fucking drop. Jessika and JD wanted more alcohol and Jenny and I wanted to go home. So Jessika decided to go with JD and Jenny and I went home... I wanted Jessika to leave with us because I knew that JD was way too fucking drunk to drive and shit, but I didn't want to really cause confrontation with Jessika. I don't want to get into a fight with her ever, but when shes drunk... she don't really listen to reason. She listens to the back of her head that screams "MORE BOOZE!" and I really should have talked to JD... My mistake. so we both left, and I told JD that I wanted him to be careful with how he was driving with Jessika in his truck, for she is worth more than all of my material posessions to me... IE my fucking NINTENDO and shit. Turned out I found out later he hit a guard rail and 4-5 mailboxes on the way back to his place. They made it there, but they were so fucking loaded that JD don't remember driving home, and Jessika don't really remember anything that happened once she got toasted at the party, except for her yelling at Jenny cuz she was massaging Jeremy and Blu's necks and making them damn near pass the fuck out on the floor. She was just doing that cuz Jennys dating Trevor and she knew it... but I say that cuz she was drunk, they were both being pissed off at eachother for no reason, and that there should be no cat fight beef here. Both of you ladies gotta know that. So be friends and squash the beef... Once I left that trailor park, I swear to god I felt that something was going to happen. Granted that Jessika said that she was going to call me, I just had to try to get into contact with her. The whole way home, Jenny started to drift, and I was shaking like I was cold, but the heat was on. I was nervous, scared, and worried out of my mind... But that was just the beginning. I got home and Jenny passed out on the Jenny-eating couch. I ran for the phone and dialed Jessikas number. 3 Ring... a ding a ding ding... Then I go to the voice mail (you better be saying that like in the ICP song 3 Rings). So i left a message. Paced around the house for 15 minutes, took a 15 minute nap, and woke up in a cold sweat, still shaking. Called again. Rinse, Repeat for about 4 or 6 times... i kept calling and calling, and i kept on getting the same deal. I was tripping like a mug, and I couldn't reach Jessika! On the receiving end, tho. Turned out she was turning her phone off, cuz she was sleeping at JDs house the whole time... Good thing too, cuz she needed to sleep off the booze. Meanwhile, back at the ranch... I am constantly pacing around the house, shaking like a leaf, terrified to go to sleep, puking from the medication vital signs is lookin' weak... well, that except for the puking and medication... But I was shaking very violently, and was getting hungry but didn't want to eat cuz the stress cramp was taking care of that. FINALLY She calls me, and i don't even say hi... i say "Oh, thank God you're alright..." She and I talk, but she still sounds like shes drunk as a motherfucker and we only talk for about 5 minutes, as usual, and she lets me go... I spoke with Jeremy and there were a few points here or there that did kinda console me... The only thing I had small trouble with was him saying that maybe she and JD were getting down or something. And I doubt that because I think that she is starting to get to like me... :) Afterwards, Trevor comes over, and I take him and Jenny over to Jennys place. I say hi to Mom and give her a hug as usual... I told them i was gonna consume the internet for a minute, so i could see if Jessika was home and surfin' the webby web... Nope, but Jess was on. And she and I talked for a while, and once again, we came up with the question as to why Jessika would be leaving with JD instead of me. She says that Jessika told her that she thought "JD looked hot" and i said she thought I looked hot too... "aparently, not hot enough." I took that to heart. And I just said well, why would she leave with JD, even tho he was drunk as a motherfucker? "Sex?" Doubt it. "Well, she sure isn't there to play video games, you think?" ouch... Seriously ouch. I felt like a fuckin' scepter rammed into my stomach and twisted like a corkscrew... I just jumped off the comp and told her i had to think about things. So I just hopped in my car and was yelling babbling about whats been going on all day, and my feelings towards her, which are heavily strong. But to whom? Myself, and I started to make myself cry. I don't cry all that often, but when I do, I feel that its something thats seriously to heart. And this was some heart breaking shit, cuz that was pretty much a possibility, but I just didn't wanna believe it... I got home and hopped back online, and Jess IMed me, asking if i tried calling Jessika's cellphone. Yes I did but how she knew was at first astonishing... but she tells me that she's talking to JD and he just said that her phone started ringing, and she's still asleep. But he wanted to know if i could pick her up, and HELL FUCKING YES I would not mind doing it for a second. This is the girl that i'm so infatuated with, I spent nearly over 24 hours not eating for... I drove once again back to Holland to pick up Jessika, and i'm going 80-85, with no problems... Once I get to the main roads, I hear a thunk, and I don't know what the fuck it was... i thought it mighta been the tire, but i got lucky... it wasnt the tire... So i continued and finally got to JDs house. She was just getting up cuz he didn't wake her up till i got there, and she was suprised to see me. I just was so extatic to see her, I didn't care what happened over there. Which was that cuz JD hit a guard rail and 5 mailboxes, now his truck don't start. So he couldn't drive her back home, and so I had to. We drive back on our way, and I notice that my engine temp is almost above normal, so i stopped at a gas station and checked out whats going on under my hood. My fanbelt snapped and got wound up in the heater, so thats what caused my car to not have steering... so I yanked the bitch out of my engine, and took off straight for my place, and I explained the situation to Jessika. She started phoning people to find a ride home, cuz she had a hang over like a bitch and wanted to get home ASAP so she could go back to her motherly duties with Donavin. Understandable, and thats why I love her, cuz shes like a mom, and thats someone that could take care of me... and my young... while i raise them too! So we get home and she finally gets ahold of Chewy, a friend of hers, which turned out to be my homie Fuzzy Nizzos. Haven't heard from that kid in a grip so it was good to see him. While he was looking for my fuckin' place, Jessika laid on my couch and i put a blanket over her and stroked her hair till she fell asleep, comforting her, trying to make her feel better. I know how bad it feels to have a hangover, cuz I fuck with anyone who has one, pretty much, but not in this case, cuz I believe that I have totally fallen in love with her. So i just kept her comfy until Nizzos came over and scooped her up, whereas I just chilled until she came online, and thats pretty much where I stand right now... except where I helped Mary get hooked up with this dude I know, Point Blank, who I performed in the concert with last friday. I gave eachother eachothers phone numbers, and hope for the best for them... Other than that, nothing else. I got up to the 3rd gym in Pokemon so i'm fresh now... but i'm out so have fun later in life Peace n Chicken Grease... -Kreyz McKormik |
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| Anonymous | Jessikah, 03-13-05 11:38pm AWH! your such a sweetie, I'm glad you took care of me. Nobody else was. I can't beleive how drunk I got. I'm sorry for all the trouble |
kreyz | Re: Jessikah, 03-14-05 12:25am Anytime Sweetie. Anytime for you. Dont worry about the trouble. cuz its water over the dam... |
deathstalka | 03-14-05 8:01am And hopefully you get your car fixed soon. I'm assuming you have a serpentine belt, and those things are a bitch to replace. If not, you're lucky. |
Kreyz | Re:, 03-14-05 12:35pm Yeah, I can get that Serpentine Belt today when my mom withdrawls some money from her bank account, cuz thats where she put my damn Tax Return... that also is needed for the Gathering, too! |