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| wiredshut (profile) wrote, on 3-14-2005 at 1:08pm | |
| Current mood: alive Music: AFI Subject: Saturday |
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| Oh, so, buggar- the music couse has been cancelled. What happened instead? I hear you ask well Musard invited me to go Norwich with her anyway and then back to her place afterwards. In Norwich we wandered around a bit and I brought a new stock of black nail varnish and ten blank cds from HMV. Mustard bought a couple of books, Whit and a "pern" book- alright so far this entry sucks! I did this and then i did that blah, blah, blah. I'm just trying to record it all down coz although it sounds pretty dull i did have a great time- I hope 103- did too. Now back to my Saturday. We got back to Mustards and had pizza with Sam and had a fiddle with their new phones for a bit. Started to sift through mustards cd collection to decide what to copy (Distillers, AFI, a few more albums a couple of mixs and the rocky horror picture show) this got us on to music and mustard played me a bit of her guitar and some of her own song which sounded really good. We went on to the internet and listerned to some AFI and distillers and watched the videos and let me tell you- Phwor! Knock me over with a feather! they were so heartwrenching beautiful, you know when it feels like your heart has stopped (9/7/89) and you end up gasping for air? Well the leaving song part 2 by AFI nearly made me cry. The videos were amazing too, Brody Dalle from the distillers is so hot and exudes sex appeal 103- thinks the same- i must have sounded like such an idiot 103- would say something and i would be like a nodding dog agreeing with everything but i didn't lie, everything that i agreed with i genuinely agreed with. I think that i may have a bit of a trust issue- not with other people but with myself i trust every body until they show me that i shouldn't so if that time never arises then i trust them forever but i always worry that nobody trusts me or thinks that i'm a fake, if i imagine myself through others eyes i seem fake even though i know i'm not- does any of that make sense? i hope mira doesnt get my user name off someone and read my entries where its obvious i like girls (are there any?) coz i really need to tell her my self, i just don't know how she'd react and i'll admit io'm more than a little afraid of telling her- i mean i've told laura, non, ott and 103- who i'm relived knows because i feel that we can talk about things that no one else understands- mira though, i've no idea as to how she would react, if my mother found out she'd proberbly kill herself- maybe i should tell her! * to the person that posted "fuck off she's mine" WHAT!!! i think that says it all. |
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| Anonymous | hell, 03-15-05 4:08am o
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| mustard | Re: hell, 03-16-05 4:26am god 3 gesses who wrote that!
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mustard | 03-15-05 8:27am
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