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| brokenmentality (profile) wrote, on 3-14-2005 at 1:52pm | |
| i'm very sad..... i have an incredible boyfriend... but where is my best friend? i've been meeting with alyssa every wednesday at Schullers to talk because i hate not seeing her as often as i see my other friends. we meet to "do homework" but rarily get any done. then we venture on over to Logans and split chicken fingers and sweet potatoes and giggle relentlessly and come close to crying... i've come to look forward to wednesday nights... and yet i still feel like somethings missing. i think about all the people here in cedar.. and how many people i'm close to.. and still i continue to remain distanced from so many of them. it's only a matter of time till we graduate and go our seperate ways... and at the point, later on in our lives we'll run into eachother, inquire about random basics ie: how long have you been maried, how old are your children, im sorry for your loss.... then we'll continue to go on our ways, only reminising on lost time for mere moments before losing contact for the next x amount of years. i dont want that to become of us... even though we both know its already happening. growing up isnt as easy and as painless as people make it out to be. |
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| Anonymous | meanie, 03-15-05 2:29pm u deleted my comments in your entry |
brokenmentality | Re: meanie, 03-16-05 2:06pm i was to busy wearing your sweatshirt to errmmm.. keep them there. or maybe it was that i was to busy thinking of your sweet sweet lovin... the world may never know. |