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miwako-chan (profile) wrote,
on 2-5-2003 at 9:29pm
Current mood: indescribable
Music: http://www.geocities.com/hyuga_midi/CC/lena.mid
Subject: When first light falls....
Hey Journal thingie
How r u? I am good... I have just realized something... Which is almost frightening.... When I am talking or around my friend Joe... I get and idescribable feeling.... I mean I have never really experienced it before... i mean with every other guy I have ever known... It's been annoying... weird bugged feeling... Or just a really flirty feeling... But lately with Joe.. It has been different... I have a safe... warm feeling that makes me blush terribly... It makes me feel... I don't know how to describe it... I just know I love the feeling....

Also, today I hope Reanna didn't get mad at me! She seemed really annoyed today... I don't want her to be mad at me! ;_; SHe is really nice.. I hope i don't get annoying... Oneof my friends said was behind my baack and ever since then I really haven't trusted many of my freinds... even though I should... The onlky two friends I trust truly are Joe and Katie from Kendall. I don't totally know what to think sometimes of my other friends... She said i didn't get her angry she was just in a bad mood and wanted to talk to Courtney... Ack! I am paronoid!

Here is a song that truly describes the way I feel for... I made this song myself ^^When first light falls
Upon my face
I truly know
my place
And i know....
that my place is with you....
I don't know why......
I don't know why....

Maybe cause I'm in love with you....
and i know you love me too
I just know that we will come together...
Tommorrow's too far away.....
We must smile together everyday....
Just us two........
Just me and you....
Walking by...
not even knowing why....
today

Now that it's time....
To look away....
I have the urge.....
begging you to stay.....
with me....
for eternity....
I don't know why...
I don't know why...

Maybe cause I'm in love with you...
and i know you love me too.....
But it's hard to walk away and miss you...
When tommorrow may not appear...
And i won't hear you laughing clear....
If we part
Will it break our hearts?
Or maybe....
tommorrow we will see
someday........

Well... What do you all think? See... I am too frightened to actually tell Joe how I feel... If he didn't feel the same feeling... I don't know how I would take it... So many people have told me to tell him, cause everyone thinks he likes me back... I am just frightened... Aw well ^^;;
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KTHPKC

02-06-03 3:35pm

awwww!!!! i feel so loved now!!!! i only trust j00, rachel, and kelly totally. sometimes other people, but it's mainly based around those three...

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