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blondie17 (profile) wrote,
on 3-15-2005 at 9:23am
well im falling for someone...whom im supposed to be "just friends" with. how can you be just friends with someone you are attracted too so much? i can tell. hes almost an exact replica of weston, just so much better. god. He does all the music stuff. hes attractive. he is nice. we are friends. we dont do ANYTHING, accept hang out and cuddle. I FRICKEN JUST WISH THAT FOR ONCE WHEN I LIKE SOMEONE LIKE THIS IT WAS RECIPROCATED. i FEEL LIKE FUCKING SHIT! i FEEL LIKE A CRAVING LONELY GIRL WHO WILL NEVER GET WHAT I WANT. you know im starting to think i dont deserve anything that i want or work for. i am not good enough to get what i want EVER! whenever i think somehting is going good, it turns around full circle and becomes shitty.
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stinko

03-16-05 11:27am

you deserve to be loved.


you are loved.


and one day you will be loved in a way that will blow your mind.

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