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xsilentxsuicidex (profile) wrote,
on 3-16-2005 at 4:03pm
Current mood: Awful.
Subject: It just keeps getting worse.
*sigh* I don't know how I'm going to do this. All this stress just keeps building up... And all at the same time that I'm not going to get to talk to John for a while. I think I might explode.

I've been so... moody lately. I just... I don't know. I hate this. I hate it. Life's just going to get harder from here, too... High School is going to be sooo much more stressful. I can't do it. I don't think I can.

*sigh* I can feel a break down coming on soon enough.

It tears me apart that I don't ever get to see him... And just knowing that there are lots of people there who get to be there for him daily and in person... It hurts a lot. I miss him so incredibly much... *sigh*
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Anonymous

03-16-05 5:32pm

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