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| blueyed (profile) wrote, on 2-5-2003 at 11:05pm | |
| Current mood: i don't know Music: Pedro the Lion- When they really get to know you they will run ( once again, thanks to the Sarah) Subject: Then we can pretend that tis natural |
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| So lately I don't know, life is not beautiful is all i can say. I can't stand to watch things, die especially things that have belonged to me for all my life. I wish I weren't so nosey because then I wouldn't have any ideal about whats going on but i guess its better this way, just making my fall a little less hard, but it still hurts just as bad. I just cant stand how some can not take a good look at themselves and what they are doing to their own image and to the people around them who love them and have to spend every fucking day in their presence and somehow carry on knowing how they fucking betrayed them.How am I carrying on really? I lug through eveyday just wanting to go home and away from the world, yet home is no longer a shelter from the world. Ugh and i can't stand running anymore I need something to inspire me to love it again cause I rea lly dont know how to carry on doing something if I don't like it ugh help! Don't mean to complain, but everyone has a right. Hopefully this pre-transformation will take a swift turn up soon Sarah. | |
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robbingnovember | 02-06-03 4:26pm i've been thinking .. perfect people are in existance.. ive been thinking i wish my life could change .. too. |
blueyed | Re: soon..hopefully, 02-06-03 10:18pm pre transformation? maybe we've just tripped on a couple of stones on our journey up the hill. hah us and our metaphors. anyway well its ok sarah warped tour is in amtter of a few short months and fromt hat moment on, eveything will be...better. |