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something101 (profile) wrote, on 3-19-2005 at 11:06pm | |
Current mood: d.) none of the above Music: Let it bleed -The Used Subject: i'm not really sure |
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Let It Bleed This poison’s my intoxication. I broke the needle off in my skin. Picked the scabs and pick the bleeding. And assumed that it was all in vain. A positive scab that's never healing. Calloused hit me in the face. A burning bridge thats's so misleading. Poison’s more potent now with the flame. Let it bleed. And take the rest for what it's worth, whoa. Watch the fire. Fill your lungs with smoke for the last time. If you feel like dying, you might wanna sing. The fire department couldn't drown the city. They didn't even try to wash it clean. What did you think, that I was sober? Put me out cause I'm on fucking fire. A positive scab that's never healing. Regret that I kept this clean. The most that I can do for you is keep on lying. It's not a lie if you can let it sing. Let it bleed. And take the red for what it's worth, whoa. Watch the fire. Fill your lungs with smoke for the last time. If you feel like dying you might wanna’ SING! OH, OH, OH, OH YOU MIGHT WANNA SING!! HA, HA, HA YOU MIGHT WANNA SING!! HA, HA, YOU MIGHT WANNA SING!! HA, HA SING!!!!!!! YOU MIGHT WANNA SING!! YOU MIGHT WANNA SING!! YOU MIGHT WANNA SING IT OR SCREAM IT!! This poison’s my intoxication. I broke the needle off in my skin. Picked the scabs and picked the bleeding. Yeah, assume that it was all in vain. Let it bleed. And take the red for what it's worth, whoa. Watch the fire. Mamma fill your lungs with smoke for the last time. If you feel like dying. If you feel like dying. If you feel like dying, you might wanna’ SING! HA, HA, HA YOU MIGHT WANNA SING!! HA, YOU MIGHT WANNA SING!! YOU MIGHT WANNA SING OR SCREAM IT!!!! -The Used so i don't think i've updated in a while. i have no idea what's been going on in my life, or else i would fill you in. today is saturday, but it feels like sunday because we had friday off. and yesterday i dyed m hair black, but it didnt work at all. so now my hair is back to ugly brown because the black dye made the red dye all dull and boring again. so yeah. but that isnt interesting. neither is the fact that today bigelow and i walked all the way to cvs and back. and while that seems like a very meager feat, i'm pretty damn proud. and sore. so so sore. i think we did pretty well, considering the fact that we could have gotten very lost, but didnt. and considering the fact that we arent exactly the most in shape people out there... well.. we're still alive. i think we each get 100 cookie points. so that's waht going on in my life. what's going on in my head, now that's a scary thing. i'm not entirly sure what i'm thinking, but i do know that i'm really spazzy. and i tihnk that's partially because of the thing with liam which i really screwd up. sorry. and i'm also really freaking out about the thing with yesterday. so my best friend is lying to me like crazy. and choosing someone else over me. i think i'm losing one of the few people who really mean something to me. and there's also the rachel thing. which i'm not going to say anything about. but just for the record, it's there. so. e.b- why can't you trust that i'll be there for you? e.m- i want you to stay in my life, but it almost feels like that black hole is back. e.w- thanks. for just basically being there when i need you, and giving me space when i need it. n.s- great to know your life is going great. wish i played a bigger role, but hey.. wouldnt wanna bring you down... s.h- thanks so much for listening to me constantly bitch about everything. you're like, my savoir when i can't fucking take it. and you're freaking amazing at taking my mind off things. r.d- i want to help you as much as i can, i really do. i hope things go exactly how you want them to, and remember to make this decision based on your own thoughts, not anyone elses. r.d- i miss you a whole lot. i really wish i saw you more. let's try to make this work a little better. so... you know what i just noticed? almost half of my friends' names start with e, and i have two friends with the initial's 'r.d' um, if you two are smart, you'll figure out which is which. so. now i'm bored and tired and i want to sleep. ah, wishful thinking. i'm off to stare at the walls for about 12 hours. buhbi. -shadow- |
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Anonymous | 03-20-05 10:39am e.b- why can't you trust that i'll be there for you?
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Anonymous | 03-21-05 9:23pm write s.c and write a note to me and i woudl feel special lol |