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| spud (profile) wrote, on 3-20-2005 at 1:19am | |
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| man. it's weird that the musical's over. i felt really fringe at the afterparty. but it was great talking to adrianne. i never knew how cool she was. i was really dissappointed when she had to go. not like i was macking or anything, either. i just was enjoying the conversation, even if it was a little one-sided on my part, and i would've preferred it hadn't ended so soon. but oh well, that's how it goes. and we exchanged phone numbers in the hopes that we could continue some other time. tomorrow i want to go over to kevin's, show him the stereo, and maybe do the rest of the wiring cleanup while i'm there. i hope i'll be able to lift there as well. that would be super-sweet, duper-awesome. and i would really like to have time to just talk about stuff. i've been doing so much talking lately, it's rediculous. yet, i haven't used up all of my words. i don't know. there's just so much going on in my mind. and talking sometimes at least makes me feel like there's some sort of progress to figuring it out. that's probably why i liked talking to adrianne. she just made me feel like she was genuinely interested in what i had to say, and who i was, and how i worked. and i like that feeling - everybody does. and either she was genuinely intrigued by me, or she's an extremely good actress. and if she were acting, what would she stand to gain? either way it was gratifying. just disappointingly brief. one thing that the afterparty made me realize is all of the people in my life that love me, and how much i love them back. and whether they realize it or not. and how stupid i am for not realizing their love often enough. shit, it sounds simple enough, but it sends my mind reeling into a tailspin every time. i really do love you guys. not all of you in the same way, or to the same extent, and i'm not going to give it relative rank and classification. but i do love all of you, from the bottom depths of my heart. well, until next time kiddies! love peace (i'm stealing that from jackie.) |
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Tabletop | 03-20-05 1:40am What would she stand to gain?
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spud | Re:, 03-20-05 1:44am somehow, i'm not convinced. i understand you want my sex. and i understand that you aren't alone. but i really don't think that she's of the same mindset. but i could be wrong. either way, i'm a whore. but there's nothing wrong with that ... |
Tabletop | Re: Re:, 03-20-05 2:40am Well, if she is, go for it.
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tails | 03-21-05 12:12am Chris. why didnt we ever talk? o well its a little late now 2 months before you forget my name. if you know it at all. but yeah cast parties always leave you will a general feeling of "what if?" or "maybe things are looking better" or maybe even a "what the hell is missing?" but this will last for like 2 weeks. its a wonderful feeling. and hell i love you too
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spud | Re:, 03-21-05 11:39pm i'll still remember your name 2 months from now. and we still have at least two months to talk. maybe more. but if not, i'll just cast devious stares whenever i pass you in the hallway as a sign of mutual gratitude. or i'll smile. or i'll completely ignore you. i can guarantee i'll do one of those 5 things. |