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liz (profile) wrote,
on 3-21-2005 at 11:20am
so freaking tired. i was up on the phone all night. and i could barely pull out of bed this morning. i wish i was okay with the whole thing. i wish i was a better girlfriend than I am. I wish that i was secure knowing that he only loves me but that is really unrealistic, if you care about someone as much as he seemed to care about her then those feelings dont just go away. hence the trepidation and me wanting him to just get it over with. it weighs on my mind heavily. thank god for matt who I dont feel bad calling in the middle of the night.
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Anonymous

03-21-05 7:57pm

i told you they didnt go away...they are now just feelings for you instead

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liz

Re:, 03-22-05 11:36am

i dont think thats comforting at all... in fact i find it awkward, as though you cant forget her and i am nothing but a replacement. i dont even know anymore

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liz

Re: Re:, 03-22-05 11:37am

scratch, i didnt know to begin with so theres no anymore about it.

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